This wery momment, it struck me like lighting in eyes, i will be live forewer, and i will be only one of a kind. A fraction of a time i was happy, and
now.. happyness fading away. I realised, i will be with everybody, and yet alone, all the time. Living in bath of life, and everything is full of life
and spirit and at same time is desert and dust, deep breath tryin take a momment in eternal present and past. What will i do, now.. For sure im
continue with everyday life, a hobby, a business, a family. Time pass, children grow livin, and go old, and they ask me, why i alway look same. What
to tell them, i tell them truth. I know it, a regret in my eyes, regret in they eyes. I try to pass my immortality to them, by any means necesseary. I
fail, we fail, no hope ever to bring them even more life. I love them, remember them, i know unspokenly, i look at dust of time. I remember them. Time
pass, technology discovers, new minds open, new testaments comes, sea opens, new possibilities comes, and people stay same, as in past. New artist,
new musicians, new clothes, new mechanics, new fog, and times is same, people is same, nothing changed. New era they say, new order, new peace, new
art of war we find, new stars to look upon to, and people stay the same. Great night is once more at our doors, it come, it is here, it is gone for a
while. We been once more at a cliff of death, secretly, i felt a little hope for me then to taste life for a last time, last momment, i never say that
on loud. People are same, insane perhaps, people nothing learn, maybe that is part of life, askin my self. I continue to live, and they in a blink of
a eye.I know, i can felt it, im on a road of life, and they are there, a they, a infamous dark doors is there, any maybe cliff of death too, just one
for only me.
Time pass, they time pass. They praising them selfs, they glorify themselfs, we conquer oceans and tribes, we read stars, we bulding a new ways for
prosperity, we have possesions, we have new metals, we combine any multiply and multiply. We are manny now, we are living near sky now and see all
around, we are great, we conquer sky, pitty those birds, they are not fast as we, huh we are great, greatness above all, our way of life, we have
great fire of nature now, it will be peace now, and they mistake and fail, addmiting to world, we are here, we protect your our way of life, with
fire. I bring up my head and look them in eyes, and i see, people are same. Few change, few dont. Among them self, they open eyes, they something see,
tryin they are, they go up to them, and they are same, fire still rule. People nothing learn. Life look like repeating it self, other faces come and
go, but same spirit is in most of them, repeating it self in others, only few in peace.
Time pass, new riots, new papers signed, iron blood is sealed, few drops remain around, new books is on shelfs, people spreading around, ants in and
out, web grows, invisible powerful blood in veins, black water below steps, apple of knowledge is tasted, true and false at a time climbing to tree of
life. I see, i discover too, i feeling a spirit of life in me, once more i feeling and seeing how fragile everything is, how is become, what it can
be, hopefully we achieve it, i with them, hopefully it never ends, for them, for me in time once will, hope is outthere somewhere undiscovered.
I enterprise with them, discovering new thinking, new looking at life, new opening of last tiny barrier in looking for another in it. We building new
life in things, give them purpose, discovering sky, painting stars, thriving to them, reaching to them, ally wit them, bringing peace to all,
discovering new technologies, new ways of thinking, researching ancient beliefs ruins and lives. We learned to become something good, something for
hope, something for good people seek for life, good for aeons. Introducing each other, learning from eachother, living with eachother in peace. We
give opportunity to others to choose what they want, where will they go, show them a path of life, and purpose to they discover for self. And we
guarding kindness, charity, good will, life it self, waiting for others birth and live life together forewer. And im happy now, they learned, i
learned, they are safe forever and ever to end of time, hope will never come. And lighting struck to my eyes, and now im in peace.
Well, i know its a lot of read, there is few paragraphs.
I put my self in position of thread. This is how i seen a eternal life for a momment, and my hopes for what i,will, thrive and struggle up to in hope.