posted on Dec, 10 2012 @ 12:40 PM
I'd like to share a very vivid experience that occurred last night.
I went to bed relatively early, and my goal was to have some laydown meditation time before I drifted to sleep. After I got myself centered and
relaxed, I decided it was time to go through repressed thoughts and let them go. Mostly I decided to start forgiving people that have wronged me in
the past. I named a few by name, stated that I forgive for (insert reason I was mad) and stated that I love them.
After going through a few memorable people, I realized that I wasn't able to remember any more names from the past (I'm 32 now, most of this bad
stuff happened more than a decade ago), so I decided to make an ALL statement, in my mind, that everyone is forgiven, and loved. In addition to this
I thanked them all for the lessons they allowed me to learn through the experience, good and bad.
Then I stated to myself that I hereby let go of all the resentment, etc related to these events, and I visualized pushing it all downstream from my
thoughts and let it float away until it was beyond my vision. A simple thing, certainly nothing more than a little visualization therapy.
After this release I decided to let my mind focus on opening my heart Chakra. Again just a bit of visualizing, providing the intent to feel more from
this Chakra and to radiate light and be more directly connected to it.
After this I let my mind wander a bit and just let things come, and I accepted them as they are and for what they are as they came, and let go of the
negative thoughts that came, and integrated the positive thoughts. Soon, I drifted to a peaceful sleep.
Enough setup, on to the experience!
In the middle of the night I woke up 3 times. Twice, it was for no apparent reason. The third it was because my toddler son was crying a bit. But
in each of these three times, I woke up with an energy in my body from my hands to my feet, like everything was buzzing with something powerful. My
whole body and mostly the heart felt deep unconditional love permeating everything, I was in total bliss. I was half-awake, half-asleep in this bliss
and let me tell you, it was some of the best feeling I've had in my whole life.
That third time required me to get up for my son, and when I got up I was almost butterfly-light and that buzzing sensation went on for a bit, while I
crept to his room. I picked him up, changed him, got him a drink, the usual, but with such an intense peace and "groundedness" it astonished me. I
am by all counts, not a very patient and kind person when woke up in the middle of the night. Typically when I have to get up in the middle of the
night for him (happens like one out of ten nights so nothing horrible), I'm in a pretty bitchy mood and all that goes with that energy, if you get my
drift. This time I literally felt like a completely different person, the person that I WANTED to be for a long time.
Folks, I believe something is happening if you just let it in your hearts and let it come to you. I encourage all seekers to use this time to let go
of things, let them pass through you, and let this energy come to you. I've had plenty of "party" experiences in my life, ones that I won't go
into depth due to ATS rules about illicit substances. The general gist of what I'm saying is that the feelings these artificial things gave me pale
in comparison to what I felt last night.
If that's what we have to look forward to as we Ascend, then let me be the first to say, BRING IT ON! A moment of bliss like that within each human
all at the same time would change the world in a moment.