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Originally posted by gncnew
reply to post by IamKels
Get married, have kids - serve the needed, volunteer at the homeless shelter.
You sound apathetic and bored, not depressed.
Originally posted by multidimesonalism
I take it that this comment will be overlooked but know that you are not alone in your convection. Many are experiencing the same symptoms and are unaware of what could be causing them. Know this, the energies of the coming shift in consciousness are going to divide the world into two. Those driven mad by them and those who accept them and allow their bodies to integrate them. Some things to help you integrate are meditation, lots of clean water, lots of veggies, and cutting out those people and things in your life that bring you a abundance of negativity. Soon enough everything will be crystal clear my beloved
Originally posted by PlanetxIsComing
reply to post by IamKels
To me you sound lonely that's your only problem, you don't want the world to end although it's going to eventually, do you have a pet, these are always good to own they have so much love to give, i would invest in a couple of dogs and go for those walks in the woods like another member advised you too, your job is mundane but then most people feel the same way. At least you have a roof over your head and are warm and dry and food in your house a lot of people don't what a miserable life they have but they keep going it's called survival.
A couple of weeks ago i read a lovely story of an old lady in China that was dying from kidney failure, her job was to collect rubbish off the roads and streets to sell on to make a living, throughout her life time she found 32 boy and girl babies abandoned and took every single one home and bought it up as her own, now imagine having that job, just look at the sacrifices she had to make to bring up all those babies, wow, how loved was she, she should of been made a saint, and hopefully when she goes to heaven she'll be looked after well and I hope she comes back very rich in her next life, your soul never dies it keeps coming back there is an afterlife, but please op try and enjoy what remains of your life at present, i wish you well, try and get some love into your life best wishes, xox
Originally posted by IamKels
I know and understand all the comments telling me that I have so much to be happy about.
I know this... but I still feel that we were meant to be so much more.
The standard is incredibly low and we are all fed the line that we should be happy because it could be so much worse, but it shouldn't be, for anyone. No one should be suffering they way they are. It shouldn't be this way.
But it makes our lives look much better and so we remain content and happy.
Do you know what I mean?
Originally posted by Kastogere
Perhaps what your missing is a change of sorts?
Granted i understand being jaded...I too cannot stand the enviroment in which I reside. I wish theres was someting positive i could say to make it better....unfortunatly being faced with the reality in which we live i fully understand where this country is heading.
i take no emotional stake in it, i just see it for what it is. Not much you can do about it really....you either press on and take it, or you move on to a different type of existance. I can think of much worse things than going all Jerimiah Johnson in the middle of nowhere. Perhaps what you need is a break from this reality in order to experience another reality.
Maybe you should take some time off and go to the middle of nowhere for a couple weeks to gain clarity.
I know what your going through though. it is as if this world is fake or phony, like your living inside a really bad soap opera that never ends....all you want is to disconnect from it and find the true state of being...and you feel lost until you find it. You feel the superficial drive of society and want desperatly for people to be shown their true place among nature in its rawest form. You feel like something is missing...like a hole has opened up and nothing seems to fill it.
You feel like people do not deserve this, and nothing you say or do will make anyone realize that concept. Like the world around you is a man made bubble waiting to be popped by a random clear thought of truth that will cut through the lies in which we live. Its almost like your void of emotion and lack empathy or sympathy for those around you...almost like they are petty....beneath you mentally.
Im right there with ya....all you can really do is find your center....perhaps you do need some companionship to gain perspective....only do so if you are dedicated to the idea however. i can't tell you what to do or how to go about it...each life in journey must make their own path...maybe this one isn't right for you?
Just remember one thing though....and I firmly believe this.....everything happens for a reason, no matter how big or how small and insignificant.
Am I at least close?edit on 20-8-2012 by Kastogere because: (no reason given)