reply to post by IamKels
I say f*ck this world that only exists to hurl pain anguish and suffering on all life trapped on it, it is better to just burn it all than to watch
the continuation of all the pain. 7billion people on this rock, and over 5 billion live in absolute poverty and deprivety. Every single day another
chance to lose another small child, a chance to starve, a chance to be raped, or beaten, or enslaved but any number of very willing and eager
The purpose of life is to die, the purpose of feeling if to feel pain. The only respite one may obtain is as fleeting as the dreams of most that
dwindle and die a little more everyday of their troubled existance, until the innevitable all to painful, all too drawn out to increase the suffering
as much as possible, end.
I wrote that 8 years ago after my wife left me, after I returned from another deployment, to find out she cheated on me, didn't pay my mortgage or
any of my bills( soldiers and sailors act at its finest) for 8 months, drained my bank account, ran up 10,000 dollars of credit, and sold my cars out
from under me. As I placed power of attorney in her name, she had the ability to screw me over, so she did, because she could.
I wanted to die, and indeed did pray for death, as I sat in my last possesion, my camaro, homeless, hungry, desperate for help, only to have my
family turn me away, because my wife had borrowed money from them and didn't pay it back, they tok it out on me, once again adding pain on top of
Years later after I blamed everyone else, and became bitter, and calous and uncaring, I realized somthing that changed my life.
Mine was no worse, but in fact much better than the best life many others ever get to have in the first place. I was never thankful with what I had
not realizing my luck in life until it was gone.
I have faith though that this world does turn, and one never knows what tomorrow might bring. It can't rain every day, the sun will always return,
and with it spring after a long and harsh winter. One just has to weather the storm to make it out the other side back into the light.
Please don't lose hope, I can't promise you everything will be alright, or that they will improve, as I can't ever really be certain. I can promise
with 100% certainty though that things can't remain as they are forever, change is a universal constant, it will come, it is only a matter of time.