reply to post by IamKels
I went through about a 10 year period of thoughts like this. I know how you feel. I even agree with how you feel. I made a decision at some point that
if no one else seems to want to change things fast enough to survive then I would sit back and watch our downfall. Not that I'm trying to be mean, but
maybe like you said we need it. Meanwhile I can be very happy knowing who I AM I that IS.
Then my thinking changed. I am changing people through their very outlook on life, by making them know that life isn't the only game. I've decided
that I will be waiting studying and planning. There is no rush because I don't mind a collapse, but maybe at some point I will find a way to snap
people out of it.
Would that go against their will?
All I can tell you is that out of this JADED ness you WILL at some point get a certain strength that will come from your feeling of "nothing matters"
Then you will have the strength to make up different ways to play this game, or maybe even making up your own game. When you have nothing to lose you
have everything to gain.
It's not like death is an end. What if when we die we come right back here? What if in the longer game of life after life it's better to change things
as we die, so that when we come back LIFE is worth more?
"If you are from the light it's not good to play in the dark. The world's dark and if you come here it will extinguish your flame."
"I am so different in the way that I think that I can either change the world or be changed by it."
It's O.K. Find out what you want. Do that. It's all a game. Have fun with it. The collapse or END will come or won't come with no help from you or me,
so I don't put much energy into the Idea. I don't mind either outcome, because either outcome is beneath the GAME I have decided to play, and that is
not just the game of LIFE.
I understand other people care more about life, and I hope they get to keep living for their own sakes. I don't wish to shake them up too much. I
respect their game, but it is not the same as me. I am accepting of them so they accept me in my way of thinking.
PS. The game I am playing is the game of I AM LOVE... I just spread it and play and be good and help and grow and enjoy.. It is worth more than life
or society for me. I Live in God. hehe SMILE
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