Originally posted by Manula
The wish for ascension is bigger in people that don't like life.
If you start loving life you don't need salvation.
You want of here? People used to kill themselves to escape and return to the spirit world but we come here to live and learn, and its important to
learn how to be happy here rather then wishing for ascension.
But i believe it either, but i don't really care if it happens or not (i try not to care). I focus on feeling good everyday.
I LOVE life but I long for ascension, why? Because as much as I want to be happy in this dimension, I can't, or at least not always. There are bills
to pay, only to be paid by getting a phony diploma that teaches you nothing (yes, where I live that is most definitely the case, want a diploma? Here,
memorize these books and fill in this exam, here, enjoy your diploma!), or by doing a #ty job every single day of your life. The in-between has been
eliminated by property tax and what not, self-sufficient living has become nearly impossible without combining it with a job you hate, and thus, my
needs (to live like a natural being) are not satisfied.
I'm certain this is NOT the way man was intended to become, there is too much beauty to explore out there for us to be sitting in a cubicle every
goddamn day of our lives. I hate the 9 to 5 mentality, and people that live more relaxed lives, as was intended imo, are blamed for being lazy and
responsible for their own problems (Greece, Italy, Spain,... all countries where people still take the time to live (or rather took, now that they got
ruined by the EU crisis they got wrongfully blamed for) ). We've been guided in this direction, to become so addicted to work because we need the
money to fulfill our consumerist needs, meanwhile, people like me, who don't give a rats ass about all that garbage, are forced to join the ranks only
to get by every month... I don't need a freaking iphone or a big plasma tv, I want to relax and enjoy every God given day of my life without having to
worry about what is going to pay my bills at the end of the month...
THAT is why I long for ascension, I've had it with this garbage, I'm being forced to live in a way NOT intended by nature, because otherwise I simply
wouldn't survive... There is no place on earth where you can truly be free anymore, it's the same everywhere you go, the game is rigged and it's
blatantly obvious, sadly... And I'm not keen on becoming a bum that everyone looks down on, although people already do look down on me for repelling
everything they've grown accustomed to (WHAT? YOU'RE NOT ON FACEBOOK? WTF???? AND OMG YOU DON'T WEAR NEW CLOTHES EVERY DAY? OMAGAWD!) Yeah sorry about
that, I wear my clothes till they're no longer wearable, it's called being normal.
I'd love to go into discussion about this subject because I don't seem to share this view with many people, at least not on the internet... Most
people that are "awake" etc... are still attached to material things in a way I just can't understand. Sure, I'm posting this on a computer, but one
that's had it's best time and won't be replaced till it stops booting.
Also, on a side note, I don't think offing yourself grants you a ticket to the next dimension, I've read on multiple occasions that people who tend to
commit suicide, are most often stuck in a cycle that repeats itself, you're basically stuck, because every time you commit suicide, you end up here
again only to commit suicide once more, until you break the cycle. (therefor; never consider suicide!!!!)
BTW; I think it might be useful for the purpose of this discussion to add that this view on life came rather quickly during the period of
enlightenment (if I may call it that). Before my "awakening" I was like the people I describe, I had an iphone etc, though I was less attached to many
things people are now addicted to, I was like most of them. I wouldn't leave the house without a shower (I don't smell bad btw LOL) and I cared about
wearing different clothes now and then, for example, but when it suddenly hits you that you're acting like a retard just because society tells you
that's how you're supposed to be, it all vanishes into thin air. Why the f*ck should I care that my hair is not washed every single day? Or that I
walk around in a novelty t-shirt every week? It's one of the most important things I learned during my brief period of enlightenment, sadly, I also
feel it's nothing that's going to help me forward, there are enough people out there that feel like me, but in the end, it applies to nothing but
yourself, and it doesn't help me forward much at all. I enjoy life more, I worry significantly less about the trivial things in life and my stress
levels are at record-lows, but that doesn't change a thing about the first paragraph...)
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