Reply to: lambs to lions.
Dear L2L; thank you for your courteous reply.
Though you have mentioned that you are psychologicaly healthy, which I don't doubt in the least.
The reason I am responding once more to you is that Psychological testing and talk therapy have their place, but it is helping to manage other types
of symptomology, having to do with adjustment issues, such as the manic depression, or those struggling with various phobic reactions to memories,
real, or imagined.
The Neuropsychiatrist is able to offer you answers you may be surprised by.
In medical testing, (the Neuropsychiatrist is a Ph.D, MD.) specific chemical markers will be sought, reactions to processes, will be induced and
If you had a small blowout in your circulatory system's plumbing within your brain, pressure could be exerted in areas where your reality is fed to
your awareness, though the symptoms may on a surface level mimick schizophrenia, they are caused by your mind attempting to process reality in a way
that includes those things you see, hear, and seem to manage to live with.
I know you say this happened several years ago, and that in hindsight it was too real to have been hallucination.
When a schizophrenic is in a full blown paranoid delusion, he manages many times to ignore those things his mind rejects as evil spirits, demons, and
Has no one offered up the Poltergeist explanation?
Poltergeists seem attracted to them by the mythology.
Perhaps shadow people?
But perhaps you were being poisoned by a chemical at your job or elsewhere, it is more likely than you might think.
You mention that your brother has seen at least one manifestation of this unknown evil, it is possible that he was attempting to "humor you"?
Another possibility is that you unintentionally programed his mind with information which he rearranged and repeated to you, believe it or not, that
isn't all that rare of an occurance.
Things which you see, or interact with during a psychotic break are every bit as real to you as they seem, normal reality is for a time not.
This is why I urge you to seek a higher level of science before you truly begin to think demons, evil spirits, or other manifestations have come from
an alternate reality just to play peek-a-boo with the odd human it catches out because of a toy which was popular in the early 1900's?
L2L During the early 1900's More bogus "Knows all, Sees all, Tells all" type of "gypsies", mystics, gurus, psychics, and other frauds that were
related to the pseudo science which sprang up to communicate with some imagined "other side" through recording ghostly sounds on the wax cylinder of
one's Victrola, or on film exposed by lightning...faces on windows...taps on levitating tables, and The Blessed Virgin on my toast. People still
carried old boogaboos whether they knew it or not...and they infest our world, the memes'...the search for some one who could bring a word from a
loved one who had passed on, could send your love to those who lie in Purgatory.
Since I do not discount your experience if for no other reason than it happened to you, You said so, and I was not there, I believe you.
I'm trying to help.
There are some good tomes on Demons such as the Great Book of Saint Cyprian, in case you are interested you might also check out King James VI of
Some mentioned spellcraft or majix.
The Bard, retired from giving performances of his works after the "Ye Goode Elves" version of The Tempest, so that he could teach the "Dark Arts" to
his daughter in their deep forest dwelling.
Shakespeare, a noted name in certain blooded circles, not as a poet, but as a witch (neither he nor she are other).
This practitioner of ways had this to say about laying by majikal impliments, tools, and worded spellcraft;
"I'll break my rod, and bury it certain fathoms, and deeper than ere did plummet sound, I'll drown my book!"
Wood to earth, words to water, and this is the way spoken of to abjure one's self of " weak masters", or supernatural helpers who do not wish to
Again my friend.
edit on 24-6-2012 by Luminaught because: I'd tell ya...but I'd have to kill ya right after.