posted on Apr, 30 2012 @ 01:21 AM
reply to post by Starchild23
Okay so I recently hit a road bump with that which I have written in my own thread. Things aren't making sense to me but you know what? Your video
actually made me sick... how the hell can you just do that to people? I may have barely any hope in my body atm that God is real and going to save us.
"EXCUSE" me to the people here that believe. I may actually tell them the truth and that at this very moment I think we are doomed to toil and live in
pain and agony when the wars of ages come because we can not heal and love ourselves to fix our own problems and actually trust God even when he
But you know whats the one thing I refuse to do? Tell someone your smart and logic and science is right when I know damn well its the reason we are so
materialistic. Honestly.... if one person genuinely believes in the lord and takes my advice to heart they would learn to love thyself and heal
thyself to love and heal another and not cast them into the pits of Hell with them. I could do it and take someone to the pits of hell with me as well
as so many other people, but right now I wont.... because no matter which way I look at things, what was shown to me before this bump in my path
happened was true. But it hurts to know I've been forsaken now after all the struggles I tried to overcome.
So Starchild23 you truly do have issues. I do not mean to be offensive when I say this but you have no right to do that to another living being. I
don't care what kind of pain and misery I am in atm.... I refuse to allow myself to falter and drag another down a tough path. ~Sigh~ Its at times
like these when I wish my God would have killed me... and made me a stillborn.... I knew I'd fail in this life. Just saying.... no one is going to
listen and no matter which way I turn I know the truth... but I must rely on my hope in people and try to be a good example and show them its okay....
all you need to do is love thyself... to help another person in trouble.
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