I understand how you feel.
There are certain 'hallmarks' I recognise in people that suggest to me that I've known them from before.
It would be nice to think that there could be some sort of 'gathering' and we could all work out what it was we were supposed to be doing.
I've no idea - I've sent up a plea many times -Tell me what to do, and I'll do it
Nothing's so simple, though.
Good luck with your search, I don't know whether you are who you say you are, but I do understand your predicament. And Enki - fascinating character.
He really does seem to strike a chord with people today
ETA - I've just seen your latest post. Well, I gave you a serious answer and I'll let it stand. If you're just trying to flush out the crazies

edit on 2-11-2011 by berenike because: (no reason given)