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Originally posted by mistermonculous
I've been gettting this horrible thing lately where I feel as if I'm in a fast-breaking vehicle. This is followed by a qualitative change in my environment; including weird color changes (like, a whole other spectrum, difficult to convey), glowing fields around objects, strange odors, and a strong sensation of suddenly being somewhere else.
I go from zero to fully-gonna-hork in a few seconds. Also, I usually have a terrible headache afterward.
I have to close my eyes, and imagine how things were before. Which seems to "reset" the environment.
I don't know what's going on, and it scares the bejeezus out of me.edit on 14-10-2011 by mistermonculous because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by KatieVA
Wow, ok Just read some more...
The core symptom of depersonalization disorder is the subjective experience of unreality, and as such there are no clinical signs. Common descriptions are: watching oneself from a distance; out-of-body experiences; a sense of just going through the motions; feeling as though one is in a dream or movie; not feeling in control of one's speech or physical movements; and feeling detached from one's own thoughts or emotions. Individuals with the disorder commonly describe a feeling as though time is 'passing' them by and they are not in the notion of the present. These experiences which strike at the core of a person's identity and consciousness may cause a person to feel uneasy or anxious.
That pretty much matches what I originally said above! Oh dear, hope I'm not losing my marbles
Originally posted by nihonjindesu08
I've been having very similar feelings lately; periods of time where I don't feel good, or bad, I feel nothing. Just, nothing.
Then I've been having periods of super-emotional ness. Of all emotions.
It's all so strange. &I've got the ringing in my ears too. & I really am just getting tired of "going through the motions," I feel like life is just so BORING lately but there's no way to make any more money or quit college to get out of it all, so I just have to take it for now. I'm also getting tired of all the - for lack of a better term - "stupid people." Lately I just feel like everyone else is so DUMB, and IGNORANT, about everything!! Like nobody really has a brain - they're all brainwashed. That's how I feel. :/
I really hope it's all signs that we're DONE with this non-reality we live in.
Originally posted by Hitsuzen
Sounds like Kundalini Awakening. I highly suggest anyone with these symptoms research it. I have been going through these symptoms for quite a while. They intensified dramatically the last few weeks. It can be hell if you let the fear get to you. This might sound weird, but do you get a tingling sensation on the top of your head? Or ringing in the ears?edit on 14-10-2011 by Hitsuzen because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by Skorpiogurl
I would suggest talking to a counselor who specializes in ptsd, anxiety and trauma about it first, see where it leads you.
Not to sound scary but, I would also suggest getting an MRI head scan.
Unless you are harming your self or becoming harmful of others while in that state, I wouldn't worry too much about it. I bet just doing some face to face talking with an un-biased source who is professionaly trained in these matters (not someone who has to google to fit symptoms with a diag), would help you feel more grounded and will give you some tools in which to control the experience.