To be honest, I feel that I was "Raptured" on May 21, 2011, right on schedule with our illustrious Harold Camping! I am being serious!
My Rapture included the knowledge that I would have to wait for now, possibly even wait until I die of old age before I leave our Mother Earth.
I awoke that day, on May 21, with excitement and anticipation at what and how things would develop that day based on the weeks up to. ATS was buzzing
from one end to the other over Harold Camping, both positively and negatively; I was not so much on-board because by then I had already asked our Lord
personally to leave me behind, that my work was on the other side of this reality. I then was moved by something said here on ATS, I am not sure who
said it or what post but I do clearly remember coming onto a thread and describing it. It was as if a weight was finally lifted from me.
I found out that I had been blaming GOD for all the wrongs in my life. I was blaming GOD for my abusers, for my users, and for my lack-of in my life!
It wasn't even obvious at all until it was explained to me. I am sorry for not remembering that thread, and when I look back in my posting History
it only takes me back to just about the end of May.
If I applied for a Job and I did not get it, I would say "Why?". If I played the Lottery and did not win, I would say "Why?" If I hurt myself, I
would say "Why?" I knew who I was asking, I was asking GOD why? I was asking and then in the same breath I was blaming GOD for not allowing those
things to manifest in order to enrich my life and livelihood.
Now when things do not work as positively as they should or with a different outcome than I desired I accept it with an openness as to such thoughts
as "how can this be best served?" and "perhaps there is more" and I allow it to reveal the nature of itself. It made me realize that if I did
win a ton of money it would all be taken from me as it will be taken from everyone else anyways!
You see, I know the irony of it is that we are Faithful but we still try to hold on and steer the ship from behind; it is best to let the Captain take
the reigns so that we can do our work supporting GOD's work.
So, as metaphoric as it may sound, I was literally "Raptured" on that very day of May 21, 2011. I have since been enveloped several times in the
Holy Spirit (which I can describe if someone is not familiar with this) and I have been working and praying so that I am lifted from all the pain I
have carried for so very long. The measure of pain has reduced but my head is still filled with the workings of evil and so I know in my Heart that I
am not worthy to be lifted into Heaven at this time. I must live through the Tribulation. It is during the Tribulation where I will be "Saved", as
I know in my heart I have already been "chosen" by Christ to join him in Heaven; it is my hopes that it will be when he has disposed of the AC and
his minions back into Hell where they all belong (and their attachments).
I wasn't always Human, I know that now, and I am not nearly as Human as most as I have never been able to find my niche within Society and I have
never "fit in". I am a Nature Spirit who has somehow manifested into Human form. I am of this Planet and it is this Planet that I must continue
and where I will be granted my Eternal Life. The Earth will have to heal and it will need all of the Nature Spirits that can awaken to the entrapment
of Man's doing. I have awoken and I am so very pleased to be here!
I do not have all the answers, few would pertain to anyone unless they were me anyways, but there are several things that do confuse me.
In Revelation 12, pertaining to the Woman cloaked in the Stars with the Moon at her feet. It is proposed that the last occurrence of this
astronomical event was in 3 BC (it occurs every year but not with the Moon at her feet nor on Rosh Hashana as it will once again!).
In this chapter it says that a new Son would be born, a male child, who would rule over Mankind with an iron rod, and yet I get the impression that
there are many out there that feel that any return would be "the" return of Christ. Why would this not be interpreted as the AntiChrist? To rule
over us with an iron rod sounds a bit like a Guard would treat his prisoners wouldn't you think?
So, I do have a tendency to ramble a bit but for what it is worth, just as I changed the "mood" of my Avatar back in May, I believe I have already
been "Raptured", I was Raptured from the fate I was placing myself in by blaming GOD and ultimately blaming our LORD above! Not any more! I take
all the blame! I accept my fate here on this planet, our Mother, but I will not accept the "mark" and I will not denounce Christ or his Kingdom,
they may take my life if they so please as I know in my heart of hearts that my Soul belongs to our LORD and no one else!
Ironically, I am home! Heaven on Earth! Soon but not yet!