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Originally posted by jatle
Originally posted by princeguy
What should we be doing? The answer is so simple. The little voice in the back of your head, Listen to it.
This isn't funny at all but mine often tells me to kill myself. Should I do that?
Originally posted by softly22
I don't know if this exactly goes along with this peticular post but I found this forum for some reason:
I had an experience yesterday....it was VERY ODD. I felt everything..........and when I say that I truly mean it. I died, i felt myself die, my heart stopped, and I was gone totally dead. Then I went through "hell" I don't know how to even describe it.....it was the worse thing ever....here is an example of what it felt like "your mind saying it cant get worse than this" continuously for eternity(with increased pain and anguish). Everything was being sucked in. Then it went white, and time started over and I was "god" (as a side note I was in 3 voices) I'm not trying to reference the holy trinity that is just how it was, I was one being with 3 voices. Eventually it came back to "me" existing.....and I was back in my body alive and well sitting in my living room. This cycle happened about 3 times yesterday over the course of 7 real time hours. The final time it ended and I was back I was changed, I am no longer me....I am...I dont know.....I exist but in a different reality. Its like everything that happens now I am in control of. Not directly but subconsciously. Can I help me in anyway to make sense of this?
Originally posted by NorEaster
You never forget your first psychotic episode. You must be so excited.
Originally posted by softly22
I don't know if this exactly goes along with this peticular post but I found this forum for some reason:
I had an experience yesterday....it was VERY ODD. I felt everything The final time it ended and I was back I was changed, I am no longer me....I am...I dont know.....I exist but in a different reality. Its like everything that happens now I am in control of. Not directly but subconsciously. Can I help me in anyway to make sense of this?
Originally posted by princeguy
I think for me that would have been pretty overwhelming! Have you had any realizations since then?
Originally posted by SuperiorEd
There is a book by James Allen that will give you the answer to true awakening. Listen to the entire book HERE. Listen to the first Chapter HERE.
reply to post by princeguy
Originally posted by princeguy
Originally posted by SuperiorEd
There is a book by James Allen that will give you the answer to true awakening. Listen to the entire book HERE. Listen to the first Chapter HERE.
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WOW, this is Great Stuff!
Thankyou!