do you feel it?

ive been onto the number phenomenon for 7 years now, seeing 111, 1111, 69 and 96 constantly but the past few days its got to the point of throwing my hands up and saying "WHATEVER" , it literally will not go away, i feel exactly what it is (well i trust my feelings regarding it anyway), ive been waiting since i was so small and its as if the past few days have reminded me more than ever like a little psychic text message saying "YEA STILL HERE STILL COMING AND YOUR STILL WAITING", anyone else get me? a bit vague but lord help me its about time this is being discussed so openly by so many.

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I get you. Things are starting to move beyond the numbers phenomena into what seems like this immersion in synchronicity. I'm seeing and understanding connections between things like I never have before.

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oh yes my friend!!!

as the veil thins and all returns to ONE...the synchronicities will become too numerous to even try to keep up with...

Originally posted by ICEKOHLD
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oh yes my friend!!!

as the veil thins and all returns to ONE...the synchronicities will become too numerous to even try to keep up with...

They already are! Sometimes It's like playing a cosmic "Six degrees of Kevin Bacon". LOL.

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yeah...i've stopped even trying to tell people about them. unless they are already close within my circle...it would take way too much explaining for these new synchronicities to make sense to them. and not only are they more frequent...and like you were saying...it's way deeper than just numbers and times and friends saying things at the same time you thought it.

these synchronicities are very deep...confirmations that transcend multiple layers of life at the same time.

they're like little gatorade stands along the marathon...letting you know you're on the right path and refreshing you to keep on trucking!

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Before, it seemed the events of synchronicity were all related to the physical world. Now, the connections are transcending base means. I'm starting to see more connections to the physical and spiritual worlds and the beautiful interplay there.

I've been reading a lot of this thread, and am buzzing!....Heart is racing. So much positive energy.

I still feel in a little limbo. I'm set like something's about to go but I can't decide if it's this week or months away.

I still have things holding me back, things I'm trying to address. I've resigned and out of work, and ready. Should I commit to new work, should I not? Should I wait?

I've a location I feel I need to go to, across the world from the UK? Should I stay or should I go? (lol, another song I've always liked and the lyrics seem to represent my thoughts exactly).

I was drawn to an iplayer program about the Higgs Boson - Just watching that has made me chuckle at how science is discovering something that was meant to be discovered at this time. I can't help feeling that the discovery of this energy field or the attempts to use or manipulate it will be the switch for the change to come. It's also how all the component parts of the "timeline" have brought us conveniently to this impending moment, change or transformation.

Battlestar Galactica seems to now almost represent a guide to what we are a part of already, for those that are ready to interpret it. All the films, music and things I have done now seem relevant to what I do now and what I am to do and/or become - what seemed like my own choices now seem to represent what I was meant to know and understand for this time.

I've seen eagles in films and even in products I've bought (that now seem a little irrelivant) - as if that's my power animal - as if I can see the full picture, that that is hiding in plain sight.

I've lots of money saved up, but I don't even know if that's important for something I have to do or somewhere I have to go yet. I'm finding answers to some questions, but whilst it's taking longer than I would like, I know it's going to take as long as it was going to take, as it was always going to do before I even know it to.

I can't tell if I feel like a watchman, a prophet, a shephard, or a warrier, or a bit of all four. I feel I may have to decieve and manipulate people in order for them to find out their own truth for themselves. They won't and can't be told it so I might have to trick them. Is this bad? - Should I give them the choice of their own actions (thinking red or blue pill here ;o) or are the actions I take going to be the actions that would have come to light anyway?....If that makes sense?

My mind is racing - I don't know if it's just that I'm so in tune at present or I'm following any "coincidence" or feeling in front of me blindly.

Cheers,

Paul

In addition, are relationships here meaningful at all? - Family and friends that I love, like and adore don't seem themselves and don't see what I see (I've stopped trying to tell them).

Are we set to forge new relationships or work as one connected force? Do we need to cut these relationships because we are knowledgable and strong enough to do what is right, although it may seem wrong to others at this time?

Cheers,

Paul

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LOVE IT BROTHER!

thing is...i don't need to answer a single question of yours...you already know the answers...now don't you? if you're honest with yourself...

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to that relationship question...all i can say is this:

my gf and i just broke up yesterday. still love her. we're trying to be friendly through all this. never really had any real issues...but we were so distracted with making this relationship work...that we almost let our callings pass us by.

Originally posted by ICEKOHLD
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LOVE IT BROTHER!

thing is...i don't need to answer a single question of yours...you already know the answers...now don't you? if you're honest with yourself...

Heh heh, yes!....I know I do have the answers, I just have to find "I know I do" to access them. ;o)

Maybe the asking the questions will prompt the answers and actions out of me.

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This is disturbingly accurate. I looked up indigo child because I didn't know what it was and now I believe that I am one. I don't know why I'm here or what I'm supposed to be doing. I want the human race to achieve a utopian society. I feel like either some miracle is going to save Earth or it will be annihilated. I had a dream that I was at my cabin with relatives and a nuke went off in the distance and I was the only one that knew what was going on and knew it was coming. I want to help people but I want to do it on a global scale and I don't know how. How do I know I'm not insane?

Originally posted by Kappy
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This is disturbingly accurate. I looked up indigo child because I didn't know what it was and now I believe that I am one. I don't know why I'm here or what I'm supposed to be doing. I want the human race to achieve a utopian society. I feel like either some miracle is going to save Earth or it will be annihilated. I had a dream that I was at my cabin with relatives and a nuke went off in the distance and I was the only one that knew what was going on and knew it was coming. I want to help people but I want to do it on a global scale and I don't know how. How do I know I'm not insane?

i know, because this is exactly how i feeel and i know that i am insane as society would say but i think they made the whole insane thing up to cover up the fact that not everyone is the same! to be ashamed of who you are and what you think, to stop us from 'feeling different'

dont you agree?

i only had time to read the post itself, but i feel i am very closely connected to this, now i have to go look up indigo child but i have a feeling i already know what that is

ive been very disheartened with what has been going on lately and the state of the world... ive suffered more than most people i know... But ive also protected my family from suffering worse things by doing it. I believe that there is a reason we find each other, i want to help as many people as i can but i dont know how to start or when to start lol

You will find where to start within yourself. I'm spending some days purely meditating/connecting to find answers to questions I have. If you ask yourself the question, you will find the answer.

I'm so ahead of myself now in terms of know what I have to do, how I can acheive it. I still have missing pieces of the puzzle that are coming through. Do research on the events - I won't tell you where, as you will see what you need to see.

I'm bringing people into "play" by using their own life stories, their memories, their favorite films and songs, what they identify in themselves. All define their seperate lives but I'm speeding up the cogs turning in their heads, but they still have to find it for themselves - I can't do it for them.

I've even been seeing the common themes between soul ages and locations people want to get away to. It's not clicked for many yet, but they are on their way, making the small and big changes and taking encouragement for making others.

Also, stay away from the news stories, but put on some music radio stations - It's good working through the true meaning of the songs being played that you have heard most of your life. Hiding in plain sight all along, getting us prepared.

Social media is a good tool for broadcast, but lacks a lot of the personal level information and detail that people need to help themselves understand. Energy specialists (Reiki) etc. are effectively a team of recruiters and trainers should we need them. Many of you will know what and how to do what you need to do, even if you don't know what it is yet.

I'm still unaware if I should be posting what I know to be happening in my path, or whether I should remain quiet on the matter as not to affect other's perceptions (although, either way, surely my decision was the one I was going to take? - Thoughts?).

Follow me on Twitter @EvilTerrier and RT posts (if it was your life's path to do so ;o)

I'd also love to try and save "everyone from themselves" (The Queen stole my quote! ;o) but I don't think it's possible or intended. Some have to fall for the sake of the rest.

Lots of expected babies in 2012 for close friends too!

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I honestly cannot recall a time,since first memories,that i EVER felt part of the human race..always i felt like there were these billions of people on the planet-and then ME..i just felt like a freak,always..it did,nt help that i was adopted by a very strange woman,under very mysterious+highly irregular circumstances..Bro,her husband wa'nt even IN-COUNTRY when she "adopted" me,unusual,to say the least,and i know this cus she told me when i was bout 9/10..organised by a life-long friend who was a FM..A mentaly ill woman who did NOT make my life any easier.But i digress.I always felt watched from the sky,and would spend laying down,staring up into the blue,and flashes of memories would come,of soaring through the sky..after this,i would weak,dizzy+"out of body", completely insubstantial,like a ghost..at age 5,a vision of a pastlife so vivid that it still haunts me,decades later..more visions,the ability to sense spirits+entities..and all the time that hideous lonely feeling that i do NOT belong here,that something is terribly wrong-either with me or else the whole world..when i discovered i was adopted,i was shocked,but that shock turned to relief,cus it meant i was not of THEM,the woman who adopted me..i spent my life feelin like i been dropped down a rabbit-hole in the Twilight Zone..and the void in my soul caused me such pain that i almost destroyed myself..till i was rescued by an unexpected source..and found a site that saved my life.

The symbol X...been seeing it since the middle of September last year,EVERYWHERE-In nature,on stones and rocks,in the clouds,in a thin layer of dust on my tumble-dryer(yeah,so im no Stepford wife,lol,so sue me!) etc..every day non-stop..i have on my pc numerous pics of stones,some with natural markings, in a different color,some realy deeply engraved..(the "biodiversity" of stones here is incredible)..and in a thread i will post in the next day or two,a UFO contact experience i had,also featuring the good ol' X..anybody have this,or ANY idea what it could mean? its sorely vexing,cus there is a message for me,obviously,and i feel STOPID(worse than just merely stupid,according to my 14year old) for still not having a clue..there are so many meanings to that symbol,i dont know which one,if any,applies here..

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ICEKOHLD i wanna talk to you more about this but id rather do it through email if thats okay with you. Could you give me your email?

Originally posted by Raxoxane
The symbol X...been seeing it since the middle of September last year,EVERYWHERE-In nature,on stones and rocks,in the clouds,in a thin layer of dust on my tumble-dryer(yeah,so im no Stepford wife,lol,so sue me!) etc..every day non-stop..i have on my pc numerous pics of stones,some with natural markings, in a different color,some realy deeply engraved..(the "biodiversity" of stones here is incredible)..and in a thread i will post in the next day or two,a UFO contact experience i had,also featuring the good ol' X..anybody have this,or ANY idea what it could mean? its sorely vexing,cus there is a message for me,obviously,and i feel STOPID(worse than just merely stupid,according to my 14year old) for still not having a clue..there are so many meanings to that symbol,i dont know which one,if any,applies here..

It's probably a symbol that has deep meaning for you. Think of it like a power symbol. Meditate on it. Think on it. Experiment with it. The meaning is there, you just have to search for it. Seek and you will find.

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Dear ICEKOHLD

I came across your thread and feel like your someone i can ask the great questions and fears that are keeping me from becoming who i need to become, i havent read through the 60 some odd pages but got a good vibe from your posts

a little about me and whats going on..

in the last year and a half i started my spiritual journey after my first UFO experience , before that i was a zoid like everyone else, "pics or it didnt happen" ect ect and i actually trusted the media.

no more tho, ive learned that changing your beliefs and faith has a huge impact on you, i see how t.v ,radio and advertisements have ruined a lot of people with out them knowing it, no one knows their true potential. my mother watches the same news 3 times a day, and now she never goes out or does anything fun for herself and is always living in fear, its a terrible situation, and when i try to explain it to her and other like her, they think im just a mad conspiracy theorist!


since i started realizing everything around me is bull#, ive changed for the better and maybe for the worst. sometimes i wish i could go back to "not knowning" haha.. like you,my intuition is amazing, i know exactly what someone is thinking or feeling just by observing them, and as much as i hate to say it, i am almost always right, every time i make a observation even if i just throw it out there im always right, i never tell people this because i hate to sound cocky.

one question.

when i started reading about astral projection about 3 years ago i thought it was just "all in your head" kinda thing, i got back into it about 2 months ago and it is 100 % clear to me that there really is a astral world or parallel universe or other dimension what ever you want to call it. and something is keeping me from going to this world..fear, fear is the biggest problem,

i know they say you cant fear if you want to project but i fear stupid things! things like horror movies. the girl from the ring or the grudge, faces of terror and death, those things really frighten me, and i know if i transcend into the astral world i will manifest them. i know very well they cant hurt me, but just the sight of them alone frightens me to death! and im 25 years old. what can i do to get over these fears? because now i worry if and when there is a shift this year, i dont wanna be in a world with those thoughts. they are automatic, i dont want to be thinking of things like this, Meditation is supposto help but i have a real hard time quieting my mind.

also on the topic of automatic thoughts i keep thinking about diseases and cancer and "damn i have lung cancer" when i really dont but i truly believe its bringing it to me every time i think or say that.

im not completely destroyed yet tho, i still do love everything , i do not hate, and i embrace the light,

i had a minor taste of my past life, one day when trying to project something was whispering into my ear, but it was not any language or tone from this earth, i knew right there and then that my past life was not on this planet. i was scared at first but then later thought maybe it was trying to help me get out

what do you think it is putting these automatic thoughts in my mind?what can i do? i dont have the greatest of diets in the world, i think that could be a problem ,

sorry if this story seems all over the place , was just writing what came to me in the moment

love and light