reply to post by Moonbeast1111
I was wondering why I never fit in anywhere and everyone thought I was just not very ambitious that I was strange, and pretty much totally seperated
from the social norm. I'm a good looking guy, smart, gentle, sensitive, can feel pain when others suffer,(cry alot watching movies.shoulda seen me
through the movie Blind Side. I try to see where others are coming from, highly intelligent but not by human IQ standards, have sense of humor, can be
funny sometimes hilarious (dry and juvenille).I love laughing so hard to the point I cannot be heard..
Probably mate with a woman every 3-7 years...it can feel like an eternity but I am fiercely faithful and loyal to whomever i am with when I am with
her. Have never cheated. Very affectionate.
I was born on 3.14.66 (Pi-sces)
I will be 45yrs old on 3.14.11, (45+66)=111 (Many say I look about 32 years of age. in excellent physical condition on all levels.
I am male but slightly androgenous. In other words I dont look burley and tough, I do not like to fight physically or verbally, but I am a force to
be reckoned with if I am in danger and there is no other way out. Last result only.
When I say force I mean on all levels physical and spiritual. Lets just say a very powerful guardian angel if you will has my best interest. I guess
you could call it super powers..I call it normal.
I dont do your typical male things
My work defines me
Aquire wealth and things
Hunt for women
Get real fired up for sports
Buck up pull yourself up by your bootstraps mentality
Accomplish accomplish accomplish..solve solve solve.
Lift weights to get real big and real strong
I'm neither a hunter or gatherer
I am not into competing for anything or against anyone
I have never been married
I don't have a mate or be in a relation. I do not pursue. I am not aggressive.
I have never been to college
Work does not give me a sense of well being or feeling of purpose.
My salary has never reached above $2,000 take home per month
I dont like social events that much. I would rather hang out with 2 other people I really like or not at all.
Feel awkward amongst society most of the times but can blend in if need be.
I get along with most
I prefer to be alone and feel more comfortable this way. Its when I start believing there is something wrong with me and try to force myself into this
so called social norm.. this is what causes the uncomfort.
This reality is just not me. Doesn't fit..tt was this way very early as a little boy and is very much the same today.
I do not have too much desire for what is in this reality or should I say non reality
I see 11:11 everywhere regularly. Lets say an absurd amount of times same with 222,333,444,555, 666 a few times but not many,777, 888, 999, 1010,
1111, 1212, 2323
License plates that say Elohim, One car pulled in front of me and a buddy one night that said Ya I No as in Yeah I know. When me and a buddy were
speaking about a truth regarding ourselves on the subject of our spiritual life. It was almost like the license plate was an affirmation to what he
said as if it agreed with what he said. (Ya I No) We both got a kick out of it because we dont believe in coincidences and synchronistically connected
the meaning. He also got to experience the Elohim license plate with me once.
Anyway...Im rambling. Sometimes we need to do this.