posted on Sep, 6 2010 @ 12:55 AM
Lots of people are waking up now, very slowly....they understand whats right and whats wrong but they are scared to omit it from their lifestyle. Such
as the TV for example, they may know the effects but they will never stop watching. Just like someone would know the effects of smoking and never
quit, so have they truly woken up?
In my experiences, the people who i found to be truly awake seemed to be in depression. They had nothing to lose but everything to gain and small
things like mainstream music, TV, newspapers, social sites etc...did not appeal to them. I found this striking since the depressed individuals would
not socialize often, therefore they did not have to impress their colleagues and contribute to the 'Twilight' chitter chatter of the sleeping
I also discovered that people realize that our governments are screwing us over, but they still vote? doesn't make sense to me. They know about the
NWO and the depopulation programs but do nothing to stop it or spread the message. All i get is...."If its Gods will, there is nothing we can do
about it", now it really pisses me off when they act helpless. My family is asleep, iv tried to wake them up since i was 14...I'm in my early 20's
now and I'm frustrated. To them ignorance is bliss....my smaller brother 11, seems to vibrate at the same frequency as me. I had over 500 friends and
to be honest, only 3 of them were in the same mind state and truly awake (so i have 3 friends now). My girlfriend is waking up....the catch is the
more she wakes up the more depressed she gets.
I've been severely depressed ever since i woke up and it just gets worse every day. I see my closest friends and family selling themselves out
willingly and I'm sure many of you out there know how painful this is. I do not see any future for myself, I never see myself getting a family of my
own or working for a large cooperation (Basically money means little to me). I've also sidelined my dreams as a musician something i worked hard on
since i was 14 but released little to the public (I always had a feeling i wasn't doing the right thing and kept canceling and postponing projects).
I quit Being a Mixed Martial Arts fighter, because i do not want to be merely a tool of entertainment and satisfy the viewers need for blood. I rarely
drink but I'm a heavy smoker (Ignorance of course lol), rarely watched TV over the last 6 years, never listen to dumbed down music. My respect for a
large majority of my elders appears to have gone.
I do not sleep well, seem to have lost my appetite and have that constant heavy feeling in my stomach (A sort of nervous feeling). I feel like
something will happen soon that will truly wake everyone up but by then it would be too late. I'm not a believer in the 2012 'end of the world'
conspiracy but believe this will be the great awakening. I am so frustrated about talking to 'zombies' that i would rather not discuss any of this
with anyone who is not awake....and it would simply make me look crazy!
I'm just wondering how your lives have changed since you woke up?
Peace and Love,
Serizawa the Beast.