posted on Jul, 18 2010 @ 09:26 AM
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2008. The night before a lot of events happened I felt really good like something great was going to happen. The
next morning I felt like I had been to heaven. There was enormous amount of joy that I felt, psychologically this is explained through mania, a
feeling comparable to snorting coc aine, yet I did not do any drugs.
Some bizarre things followed that make me believe I was demonically attacked to alter the course of my life. Because of these things happening I had a
diminished respect for God and I went from totally not believing to many other emotions and etcetera. During my schizophrenic episodes I experienced
many things ranging from seeing five native americans in my living room to hearing demonic voice as well as hearing the most wonderful music I've
Then a couple of nights ago I was feeling very down about everything and I prayed to God to help me. The next morning two people came to my house
mistaking my house for my Uncle's and they were there to give him a Bible he ordered, I explained to them that he lives down the street. Then later
on as I was building a website for a client my computer inexplicably and without my control popped up the website God.com.
It also funny that while under possible demonic attack my computer brought up websites related to the Illuminati and videos involving timothy leary
and other stuff, somehow its like something is communicating through my computer when I'm at work.
So, am I being tested by God? Does he allow demonic attacks?