reply to post by SolarE-Souljah
I actually feel it. Time is going faster. Every weekend I feel like the distance from a sunday to the next is shorter and shorter.
I'm also feeling more prone to focusing and thinking into my mind.
When I do wander into my mind, its like there is nothing else, just my mind.
I wonder if I can feel people's aura. When I was younger and wasn't into these kind of forums yet, I used to write a lot of my thoughts ( I do that
still now, because I know no one reads them and I have few people to speak to ) and I was observing people.
I remember very clearly I used to call certain people " Oscuri ", italian for " dark ", but not because I was seeing dark people, its because I was
feeling something in their mind, I was feeling rebellion and some kind of bad vibes from them.
I was a very weird kid ( like now I am a very weird young man ) and I was writing that people were turning into " darks ". I remember there was a
particular young teen, maybe a French, while I was on holiday. . I never forgot that kind of bad vibe I had got from him.
I was writing of him as " the king of darks ", lol, what a strange thing to say.
Now I am bigger, and my mind is more complex. When I meet someone I usually read into him without even trying.
My intuition " radar " ( lol ) is becoming more well tuned.
I noticed many times that when I am alone something changes around me. I just can feel it in the air.
And some people are doing interesting things.
Like, I mean, one day I was having a very bad day and I was going out alone, thinking intensively. Suddenly a young dude starts talking to me. I know
him by face, I merely know his name, and he starts a conversation with me, than he asks me if I go with him in a place.
Just like that. I never quite understood that thing.
I mean, it happened only that time and I perfectly knew that kid wasn't dangerous, he just wanted to talk. With me. For no reason. At all. He may have
seen me being very sad some minutes before.
But all the other times after this occasion, when I meet him, he never even looks at me anymore.
I am not interested into talking with him. I just want to understand what happened that day.
I don't know what is my opinion about the time shifts thing, but maybe, sometimes...It happens.
There are those weird days when some people just freak you out. You don't know why they behave like that.
I wonder if there are people that are so much sensitive that they can feel things differently from distract, busy, in a hurry people.
22-1-2012 by Zagari because: (no reason given)
Oh, another thing. I often cry watching sad movies...Until weeks ago. I mean, today I watched what was indicated as a " life changing heartbreaking
movie " but I had no feeling at all. That is weird.
In 2008 I would have cried rivers.
edit on 22-1-2012 by Zagari because: (no reason given)