posted on Nov, 18 2009 @ 06:21 PM
so i came across the wingmakers stuff, and thought, wow, after reading the interviews and philosophies, and i started reading lyricus, and just got
annoyed, but that was mostly because earlier today i was listening to the coast to coast am episode most recently with steve quayle, and i just turned
it off, because he says a bunch of interesting stuff that leads no where. now hear me out. this isnt about steve or the wingmakers.
but for example. steve is always talking about the reanimation of the giants, and how they are gonna eat people, and people that have been to close
have suffered painful headaches due to the i guess electromagnetic frequency or whatever from the giants brains, ect.. but he has no solutions at all.
nothing. the most i have ever heard him say really was to pray to god, and native americans use to use smoke to kill them. how the heck do you kill
something that you just told me you cant even get close to without your head exploding, so in turn, how did david even kill one of these since he
believes in the bible so much. so much of what he says is interesting, and i can put pieces together from other things that make what he says sound
like a possibility, but overall its useless information. if i cant defend myself from these creatures, along with all the other demons and things he
talks about, then why even listen to you speak. where is info on how to protect myself. sounds like I need some superpowers to keep myself from
getting killed if these things are ever resurrected. thats like telling me a bunch of info on how a virus can destroy my computer, and how dangerous
malware is, but you dont tell me how to protect myself and just leave me sitting looking dumb.
so getting to my point, nothing i come across is practical. all of magick is purely subjective, and i can understand why and how that works. hold hold
on. lemme make my point even more clear.
all the philosophy is grand, the spiritual talk, the power of love, ect.., but in a world like this, where if there was a way that i could quickly get
tuned to a source power that would allow me to physically manifest objects out of thin air, why is this not being researched more. great, angels
exist, whop di do. go pray to an angel tonight for ten grand, or even the ability to make ten grand the next day somehow, via gambling, whatever, and
lemme know how that goes. matter of fact, ill do it tonight also. so we can pretty much rule out praying to other entities for help, and why would i.
im made of the same source as them, im just in a stupor state so to speak, and i dont remember my connection and abilities anymore.
life is a game. i get it. there is no right or wrong. no energy is wasted. everything has a purpose, even the extremely evil of the universe, but what
the hell am i suppose to do with that info other then know i know something someone else doesnt. there is nothing practical about it. the law of
attraction is almost a worthless endeavor since its not a real science, and works whenever, however. for all that, i might as well continue going
through life ignorant to such a thing, still creating my reality regardless of watching the secret, or reading books on the subject, or not.
come on people, lets be honest here. im not saying i dont believe. i fully do, but something is missing. i feel like im always reading more
philosophical banter, then im reading techniques to regenerate a broken bone or scarred face, manifest money to help pay the rent, ect... the only
thing i get is, the power could be dangerous in the wrong hands. yeah, so can a knife, a gun, and basic chemicals purchased at your local home depot.
you can google the dag on anarchist cookbook for christ sake, and download it in under a minute. everything is potentially dangerous in the wrong
hands. so freakin what. thats just the reality of the universe we live in. someone could shoot you in the face, choke you with their bare hands, stab
you, or use telekinesis to throw a fork into your head. big deal.
i mean, is there some literature out there that addresses this topic? i have been reading into metaphysics and the paranormal for over a decade now
off and on. ive practiced many techniques, and had my experiences, but i need something practical. now! not tomorrow, not friday. now! i dont have
time to meditate for hours a day just to feel less stressed. if im going to do that, i need daily results. like, meditate for 8 hours, and now i can
glance into the future up to 30 seconds. cool, ill go gambling so i can pay for school. there are plenty of things i can physically do for 8 hours
straight and get EXCELLENT results, but yet with the paranormal there is like this invisible brick wall that is like, you can do that for 8 hours, but
its not gonna change much. well then what in this formula am i missing out on!?
all i can do is keep trying and educating myself, but i feel the real stuff is NEVER addressed. crowley was such a magician, then why is he dead.
those yogis in india are so tuned in, then why are they old, weak looking, and probably couldnt run away from a child if they needed too. i think that
is why skeptics get so pissy about the subject, because where they can make 1+1=2 and get a reaction for their hard work, the world of magick and
stuff has no formula, and is purely subjective. its hard to deal with. should i use mantras, or should i not. should i write a ritual, or just
meditate and seek to connect to the oneness. should practice obe's, or lucid dreams. pray to angels, pray to god, or pray to my higher self. its just
a big messy bunch of crap at times.
i need clarity, and im searching for it, and trying to even just create it, but its frustrating. at a time where i could use any help i can get to get
by and create a solid future for myself, the most i can get out of my studies is a bunch of philosophical banter, hints at amazing supernatural
abilities, and nothing else. every single book literally seems to avoid the topic of psychokinesis, telepathy, transmogrification, physically
manifesting objects out of thin air, ect.. we read examples, and hear stories, but yet no real formula other then belief makes things real. great
im mad because there are so many excellent practical things we could do with "paranormal" powers, but its like there is no formula out there. all
these gurus, and people traveling to other realms in obe's, and nobody thought to ask an entity, hey, how do i levitate?