Even though there are reports every day, and increasing, there has been no real attempt from them to hurt anyone, the stories from victims of
Abduction sound and are horrific for them, the fear of not knowing or understanding what has happened to them, then on top of that the feelings that
nobody believes their story, I can imagine it would be like your worst nightmare.
But you also have to remember that not all Abductee's reported their experiences as bad, some even look forward to them, or want them to return, I
had an experience in 2000, I cant say for certain I was taken anywhere, I do remember the encounter and then arriving home, which surprised all
involved because I gained time rather than losing ita journey that took 20-25 mins each night, and being monitored by friends and Family each time I
took the trip because it was across the Desert on the high plateau in AZ, I would leave a friends house, and he would call home to tell them to expect
me, he was in the middle of the call when I walked in it took 12 minutes, which is impossible, and as I said I do remember some of what happened on
the way home.
The feeling I had that night was one of greatest feelings I have ever had, and I have wanted to feel that way again ever since, I think I am addicted
to feeling that way after just one experience.
If my instinct and what I felt are anything to go by, then nobody has anything to fear, I am not saying however that there are not bad versions of
what or who I came across, it's one of the reasons why my belief in ET is a faith and belief that could never be changed, at all, never.
If your worry is what you are getting into by becoming a full time investigator, all I can say is go into it at a steady pace, do what your heart
tells you over your head, your head can play games, but your heart never will, you cant rush it even if you tried, you can be eager to get to the
information, and the evidence, but it will be the same no matter when you get to it, and the answers wont change, the cause will stay the same
also.
Then you decide just what it is you want to investigate, IE do you want to sit out at night watching, do you want to interview witnesses, do you want
to do both and all aspects, it's important to enjoy it also.
Watch the skies, watch Aircraft see how they move, watch birds, helicopters, watch everything that flies, and you will get to know how things look and
act, you will get to a stage that when someone tells you a story, things will jump out at you, either pointing towards something that needs to be
looked at with more interest, or whether it needs to be looked at but with a theory already in mind as to what you expect to find, but always with an
open mind, you will hear people saying , think outside the box, but when you do don't think of the box as being a cube, see it as having as many
shapes and sides as you can handle, with different options and opinions on every surface, and never forget to look inside either, because every
surface has two sides.
Look for correlation with other reports, even the slightest detail can be relevant, the people you talk too look at their lives, what do they do for
work, how do they cope, ask Family if they have seen any changes in the way they act, do they want fame and fortune, are they scared they will be
ridiculed, and always remember an explanation helps them as much as it helps you, explaining something they are afraid and pointing out what they
missed, can help them, a lot of witnesses become withdrawn and depressed, if they realise they are not alone they always feel better, and always share
your findings with them, they respect that and you a lot more and will open up.
And always keep records, even if you write it on a cigarette packet, copy it but keep the packet also, helps to jog memory, and never give your
original copy to nobody, chances are you will never get it back.
And welcome back Amy
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