nobody hates you . a lot of people hate themselves ,
and take it out on anybody they can .
do not put up with any negativity in your life.
it will only make things worse.
life is tough . a lot of people get stuck in a rut ,of their own making.
no matter how bad things are , there is always someone who has it
however , if you count your blessings you will see that only your
own attitude is holding you back.
nothing is easy , and i should know , i have also faced a similar situation to yours.
this is the ideal place to start your comeback.
you are not a bad person. just a suggestion , try meeting
people who can inspire you.
a good way to do this is to join an organisation that voluntarily
helps people in need. even if it is only a coupleof hours a week,
the payoff is a growing self-esteem and a feeling of belonging
and personal value.
you must take responsibility for your own life, and this requires commitment and self discipline.....nothing you can't do.
be strong, resist sin and temptation , remember God loves you,
and will try and help, let him in, and keep Him
close to your thoughts.
this will open doors for you , in ways you never expected.
...and then the sky is the limit .
don't accept compromise , set a goal , keep your eye on the ball,
and spend some time focussing your efforts in that specific direction.