Originally posted by Skyfloating
What is your relationship to Infinity?
[edit on 24-5-2009 by Skyfloating]
Infinity is Relationship.
The most intense form of Infinity that I experienced was in the company of an Enlightened Being or Siddha Guru. When I looked into His eyes I felt
that He was at Infinity and that He was not an Other.
"Fear is when Love stops short of Infinity."Adi Da
When there is no obstruction to feeling-attention, then what is Divine, without qualification, is completely obvious. You need not create any
strategy in your attention, to invert it or to exteriorize it, in order to find the Divine. Finding God is the illusion of the sinful individual, the
one obsessed with suffering. Such people are always involved in programs of finding the Deity, finding someone to sustain them, because they are being
themselves only, independent, separated, betrayed, unloved. You cannot find God in that case. Where God is completely obvious, God is nothing like
what you think God must be. And to realize God is nothing like what you imagine it must be.
You imagine that, since you do not realize God, or do not feel completely happy, sustained, and free under these ordinary conditions, then the
realization of God must be enjoyed under other kinds of conditions altogether. ...... Have those experiences, and there is no God then either, you
see, unless you are converted in your feeling-attention even in that moment. In that moment of feeling- attention, then, you realize God. But
God-Realization has nothing whatever to do with those new conditions any more than with these old conditions. You become liberated from the search for
conditions, attainments, goals as God-Realization, and you return to normal. Whatever conditions are to arise for you will arise for you, and you need
not be the least bit concerned about them! You are finally free, in God-Realization, of the idiotic game of rising and falling with the conditions of
Remain simply in that enjoyment at Infinity and forget about all the complications of the machinery of life and all your efforts to become free, and
be happy. Be happy and active as love in the world. As long as this world continues, you must perform action. You will necessarily perform action,
because you are action. You are only action. So be converted in this God Communion. Then your action is transformed. It fulfills the Law. It is a form
of sacrifice, of love.
Be love and perform the actions of love until the universe disappears, and be willing to let it disappear. Be happy in any moment for it to disappear.
Whatever satisfactions there are in the functional display in this moment cannot in any sense compare to the blissfulness of Divine absorption. Do not
be strategically turned away from those satisfactions in the doubting that possesses the ego. Live as love in the form of all your relations. Living
as love in God-Communion, rested at Infinity, you are not holding on to these relations any longer. You are just participating in them fully, openly,
freely, happily. You are not rejecting them, but neither are you clinging to them madly, out of fear. You are perfectly happy to have
feeling-attention pass suddenly in this moment to Infinity, so that everything disappears.
There is nothing inherent in you that is holding you back from Infinity. Whatever you are holding on to is your position and therefore your destiny.
Whatever you are holding back from Infinity, that is what you will continue to be. That is the destiny that will repeat itself in experience. If you
are capable of being feeling-attention to Infinity,.......
But my confession to you is that this Infinite existence is ultimate Bliss, the Great Happiness.