reply to post by Wachstum
What I wanted to touch on was that for instance.. the will for things to be...Nature has a natural flow of life and death, is death and decay wrong,
or just part of a cycle? See this is the stuff that I have a hard time putting together for myself and everyone and more then anything I want to leave
something for someone else to figure out.
You people gotta meet me half way! I DONT have all the answers. Just my opinions dammit.
23 years on this earth and 3 years in meditation, the
depth of these thoughts will improve. !
One part I coudlnt really squeeze in that I wanted to touch on was the idea of life and death as being a balanced cycle, but also when you throw in
simulated chaos that goes against the natural flow.. I say simulated because there is order in chaos to me.. at least from a programming sense.. I
mean is a computer virus not a functional intelligent thing? Is it random destruction or preplanned events?
What I was also getting at is perspective.... say you have this painting.. well your sad, its destroyed.. you say this painting is no more.. but the
atoms remain.. and components smaller and different then that..you could say you just lost the biggest.. FORM of this arangement..but perhaps its much
larger in a different frequency sense.
Let me give you an idea of what I'm talking about.
We're digging into forms now, as concepts.. like what is matter REALLY? What really is MATTER? And what does it mean to DESTROY matter?
This hologram light fractal remains, the artwork remains on a different level.. unless this can be destroyed too..and I mean purged from existence,
there is no trace, its totaly void of existence.
A dead plant or animal decays.. you may say it destroys the beauty.. but thats what I meant when I talked about the "ugly side".. and that there
still is this artistry in it, its just how you look at it, or how you look for it. A destroyed painting is like one destroyed form of expression but
not the entirety of expression.
What I meant by this topic can be summed up as "Beauty doesn't have to be created, it just IS, unless it becomes void"
You start to deal with forms of expression and tinkering into how infinitely "small", "large" or different this expression can take. A beautiful
wall painting is one of many.
Its like the perceivable can crystallize and bend in on itself and its a matter of how you look it.
I apologize if this sounds like a scattered rant but its a complicated subject.
Perhaps another example.
A planet!!.. you can look at it as a planet or..
a bunch of molecules, a bunch of particles, a bunch of colour and light, a frequency, 1's and 0's, if you've seen the matrix, they talk about
seeing the world as a pattern. Its how you look at it.
My post was to imply that its THERE.. I mean this is what I meant when I was digging into conceptual perception... even things could be purged from
existence..energy etc.. as long as you could still think of a concept, this artistry exists until you can no longer think otherwise.. and the fact
that you exist... your existence would have to be purged too would it not? Would not everything...the universe..energy..thought.. all that is.. would
it have to be purged into complete nothingness?
But then your getting me into another topic. What is nothingness.? is it even conceivable? Thats next topic.
You people ask too much of a guy who's just try to inspire you to think for your own. I'm not your mind
, or your source for lifes questions.
I thought I implied this?
Think of me as another concept! What I am and the things I say and do are things for you to interpret.
(this is more directed to everyone else now, i'm not targetting you, sorry cuz it was a reply to you.)
I'm not giving you guys hell either I'm just saying its the intent that matters... language is only so flexible and as one poster mentioned, its
My overall intent is to get you to look within yourself, even if you don't agree with what I'm saying, my intention is that it will light a spark,
or trigger that search within. Search yourself for answers, not the OP!
That being said you're all beautiful, and you only wish you were as high on life as I am. hahaha.