Originally posted by ogbert
this has been a great thread. it is almost as fascinating to read everyone elses responses as it is your premise. who really "knows" anything? so
many beliefs are based on subjective experience. yet, so many firm convictions as to "this is the way it is."
You know something you’ve got it, you’ve got the it factor, I recognize it straight away.
I am not saying my path is THE way, just that it is one of them. Essentially the human experience is one of experiencing chaos and making the best to
crawl out of the mire back into the light. It’s a hard slog and not all will make it. We are exposed to many charlatans yes but occasionally
someone comes along who has insight, whether that be a Guru, a Prophet or someone similar. These individuals have something to impart upon us if we
are ready to receive. But it takes a great element of trust to allow your belief system to be swayed by a teacher. Beliefs are like vehicles that
perpetuate the mind into a state of motion towards the light (ideally). When the beliefs are false we normally have a situation where the mind
responds in erroneous and often disharmonious ways leading to further chaos not only to the individual but those around them. Incorporate the right
beliefs into your framework and what you have is momentum. If beliefs are the engines fuel, the engine is nature and the vehicle is your body the
mind is therefore the driver. But in reality the driver does not have the coordinates yet, that is what he yearns for.
i feel you are pretty intelligent and definitely "out there" i try to imagine your path and why you came to ATS in the first place. someone
mentioned that you have not asked for help; however, the very act of the posting seems a plea for help of some kind.
We all need help to deny so is arrogant and leads to stagnation of the individual.
So my plea goes something like this. We all want the coordinates right? Well I think I have them. I can steer my own vehicle yes, but I have so
much love to give wouldn’t it be selfish to go it alone. If I could program your vehicle with the coordinates wouldn’t that be worth something?
I have that knowledge, sure it may be a little complicated to get to but it’s in me. I know it is.
whether you are seeking followers or the cream of the crop to follow. inherent is a need to share some knowledge. it must be a very lonely spot you
occupy. the want to share is human. seems like you are seeking a little validation. testing the waters, so to speak.
Not followers per se, more light beings. I am too tired to try conversion at this point in time. I don’t really need validation in all honesty,
when ya know ya know. And yes it does get lonely.
additionally, you identified with the poster who labeled you an Annunaki. Nephalim comes mind; and the potentiality that you indentify with an alien
sort of spirit. maybe in the likes of th RA material?
also, i sense a competitive spirit and a lot of "me". the karate and fighting battles are a clue. i can definitely see why you would feel
"alienated". yours is knowledge that is not well received by other egos. most people are too busy trying to validate their own beliefs and think of
what they want to say than to genuinely listen. everyone elses "me" or I.
Yes I like sparring, it is good for the spirit and gives it a good sense of its surroundings. Yes, the clash of the Ego’s, I can see this would go
down well up there!
as far as "fishing out the casting director". i am not sure what you are inferring here. are you actually looking here for someone higher up the
hierarchy than yourself? perhaps, you are seeking a little understanding?
Yes I am, always searching I am. My part isn’t so clear yet and as I said earlier it feels selfish to go it alone.
My question is that if spirit is infinite. then whats the big hangup about what happens here? after all a human lifespan is meager indeed compared to
infinity. if one is truly spiritual, then death, 2012, and events happening here are almost insignificant. what becomes of one in the "long run"?
i mean if a harvest is coming up, what happens to the guys that miss the cut?
don't throw your pearls before swine comes to mind; however, i welcome any unique insights you may have to offer.
Yes I will take this on board. Thank you. Nice post.