posted on Dec, 27 2007 @ 01:03 AM
wow, honelsty i never thought that anyone would pay attention to me( no one ever does).
and in some of those threads i could find the sense of humor =) thanks for making me laugh, seriously.
and the disco ball thing ill try.
but everyone else who thinks that this is NOT a demon problem.. i would like to start from the beging of my misery. then ill go on to tell you why
i WON'T seek counseling..
part one- im 4 at the time-
my dad is down stairs yelling at my mother, im up in the baby crib. i hear more yelling then fists hitting somthing. later on my mother tells me that
she was held up against the wall by my father and choked his fist mised her face and broke through the wall- what she said- i hate my mom , but this
experience still scares me
part two- i am 4 and a half- p.s. this is disurbing even for me.. so if you don't want to read this one , you don't have to.
i forget the time of day but i was with my dad, * mom and dad are now divorced and he has cusotdy of me , only half though* he was supposed to drop me
off at home but we were driving towards the airport, i asked him"dad why are we going here" he didn't reply - things kind of blank out- but all i
can remember is being on a diffrent place and he kidnapped me or somthing. then blanks out again. =( this is were i am raped and drug abused by my
part 3- if this didn't happen.. i don't know were i would be.
i am 5. its dark me and my dad were coming back from fishing. he was drinking and driving. - take a guess...- he passed out at the wheel and the car
started swerving. i remember the feeling of fear grabbing my insides. its like a hand of god or the devil just ripping at you. im screaming for my dad
to wake up. we go off the edge -blanks out but i can feel emense pain- i wake up on the side of the rode a man is over my head telling me to stay
awake, then im off in a helecopter to weere my mom is. ps. i was kid napped taken to a diffrent island with my dad , and if this carwreck didn't
happen, i would still be with him.
it turns out my liver was torn open i have scars all over my body stomack, legs,sides. and theres a small burnt part on my head ( hair covers it
part 4- i am like 7-9 forgot, but i was diagnosed with leg perrthies. a bone disease, life sucks balls by the way .
i am siting on a chair talkign to my dad ( i have no clue why the hell hes still here) the bathroom is right behind him. all of a sudden a demon,
YES YOU PEOPLE A #ING DEMON, AND YES GOD DAMNIT THEY ARE REAL!
it steps out of the curtain its eyes are a peircing fiery red, i screamed louder than the car accident i and i jumped like 5 feet in the air. and it
vanished i was screaming and pointing to were it had been but my dad thought i was crazy ( hes an ass hole if you didn't know that )
part 5- i get raped again so i fyou don't want to read this , thats okie
we are at the swimming pool the swiiming session ends, lol guess who im with.. my dad. we go into the dressing room ( the ones for the disabled i have
a bone disease remember?) when we were alone he turns around and says "hey look at this" and starts shaking his... thing... then well you know
part 6- huh... life really sucks now. but WAIT! IT GETS WORSE!
i think im like 9 or somthing i don't know. anyways, i had to spend two years in a wheel chair so yea.. lol just thought to add that to my misery.
and then when im 12 my dad goes "crazy" and walks out on me, hes now a hobo in oregon.
i know things sound extreme but. the next few parts hurt the most. probably because they just happned , but .. i hate it.
okie, were was i ? oh yea part 7- 2nd paranormal event i am 14 just turned it. anyways, i am listening to an article of demons and exersisms in the
dark in my room. and out of no were a face made up of ranbow color apears in mty closet , we ll im scared #less and it had horns and fangs.. like your
comical demons in the cartoons.