hi I am new and only found this site when i was trolling through the net to try and explain what i have been seeing for the last 3 years. as far as i
am aware i don't have a sleeping disorder (people are quite jealous that i can asleep anywhere) and I am not on drugs - prescribed nor recreational.
I also am not afraid of spiders - apart from the normal ugghhh feeling if you find something crawling on you that shouldn't be there. I pick up
spiders and put them outside and the bigger ones I catch in a glass and remove them from the house. Now I have been living at my current address for
three years - maybe just over and have noticed that spiders tend to accumulate around my room and especially over my bed. I have two mosquito nets up
and usually this stops them from getting above me but i still get the occasional one. At first just before i go to sleep I'd see a long legged
spider coming down from the ceiling at me and when i wake up i see them suddenly reverse and go upwards. Some were real but others just seem to
disappear. they are always normal size. Some people told me it was my eyelashes that i was seeing and others just say its the sleeping disorder. In
the last year i have been waking up in the middle of the night and finding not one but two. One coming from the ceiling and one on the opposite
pillow. I am loathe to say this but it seems like they are sitting there watching me. I know it sounds crazy and i probably am but you see when i
look for these spiders i can never find them. I even have taken my whole bed apart and they seem to be getting bigger and blacker. My room is quite
light so when i open my eyes i can see them very clearly. I do have quite a few dream catchers in my room and love all american indian pictures, etc.
I'm not sure if this is my subconscious trying to tell me something or I am actually seeing this phenomenon for real. anyways thanks for posting
this thread. makes me feel slightly better about myself.




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