I was born a little over 21 years ago to loving parents.
We lived in New York City for a short period of time before moving to the 'bubble' (Connecticut).
I felt sheltered and protected my whole life due to my atmosphere. Nothing could touch me. That definitely helped my self-esteem, but it took me a lot
longer to understand a lot of things about the world.
I always had access to travel, that was not the 'problem' I guess you could say.
More or less than when we did travel, it was in style...
I thank God for all the opportunities my parents have given me, but at times I feel a bit babied to be honest. And its not all their doing, I have
asked for it as well.
My girlfriend comes from 'the other side of the tracks' so to speak. Her family always helped her out monetarily, but her immediate family never had
a whole lot.
She was forced to learn a great deal more due to circumstance. I didn't have to learn as much about how our world works because if I needed something
I merely asked for it.
Hard work was not always the most important thing to me. I admit I have been lazy and still are sometimes. I'm as guilty as the next person.
Who am I? I am no wise man, please do not call me that. We all have wisdom to share, I am merely trying to help some others out. I do not deserve
praise, no one does!
We are all the same, but different. Our Spirits emanate from the same space (I don't know if I'd call it 'space' but that gets my point across)
and were created at the same time.
We all share ONE Spirit. We are equal from that standpoint. However, we do have different experiences and perceptions that set us apart. That is part
of the reason life is so entertaining, that we all have a different outlook on life.
The way 'the powers that be' want us to behave, little mindless drones who eat, sleep, buy...Humans brought down to the lowest common denominator.
What makes us human beings is our ability to think, question, analyze, and decide our own fate.
Yes decide our own fate. I believe a little bit in predestination, but we always have the opportunity to change our reality. "Thoughts create
reality." "Mind over matter."
Ok back to the topic at hand.
I have discovered part of my purpose. I start school in the fall (I just transferred from a school in upstate New York) at a local college. I will be
starting Environmental Studies with a focus in Agroecology. I believe this to be part of my 'purpose.'
I feel a need to be self-sustainable in the near future (I would be now if I had the capital and knowhow). I plan on growing my own crops, building my
own house, and living off my own 'land.' I don't really believe in property ownership, but let's call it a homestead for the sake of this
So part of my purpose involves being self-sustainable. Another part involves educating myself and as many others as I can to the reality of our
We have been lead down the path of darkness by our 'handlers.' They love to see us all in pain. Well quite frankly I've had enough of it. I am
leaving society, as soon as possible. I don't plan on coming back for an extended stay. When do I plan on leaving? Within five years, hopefully
sooner. I want to finish my studies first and save up for a few years to have a plot to build on. Cob houses are pretty cheap to build so I won't
need a whole lot. Worst comes to worst I will escape to the forest and start over...Forage and pillage
I feel I have a responsibility to educate my family and friends (and those on ATS and complete strangers) with the knowledge I have received. Yes I
received knowledge. It was given to me, sometimes in the form of divine inspiration while others I picked up through pieces over time...Often random
clues in books or passing by a subway station.
I find signs in almost every day life. Call me crazy, fine. Its my reality and I decide what to do with the information how I so choose.
I would consider myself an aware individual, bordering on the paranoid albeit
There are blessings and curses that come with being 'aware.' I see things others don't, I pick up subtle signs that others would walk over. So what
does that mean? Nothing really. I'm just highly sensitive to sensory input and have tuned myself in enough to pick them up. You can too, just look
around and you may find something entertaining or interesting
In my search for the truth, I have found parts of my Self. My Self has scared me at times and I know there are multiple 'beings' within my
overarching Higher Self.
To clarify, I have met another version of my Self. We are not always human in other dimensions my friends, so if you see a creature in front of you
don't be afraid of it. Its probably just you
. I asked my higher self to let me see another Self from somewhere else. Well I got what I asked for
and more...Enter meditation and do the same, you will find your answers on whether or not we're alone.
I KNOW we are not. KNOW. Its not like 'oh I believe in ETs' or 'UFOS.' I have seen both.
You can search my previous posts to find them, I don't really feel like going into the whos or whats right now. I've already wasted enough ats
bandwidth describing it a few times
I follow a mantra 'true love, true light.' This has saved me from multiple encounters where I felt I was being 'attacked' or fooled around with by
a not so friendly entity. They seem to be afraid of the light, whether it is ethereal or psychic. Send out love and light energy and no being with
questionable morals will be able to stand it. Psychic protection at its best. You will have to be able to visualize though...
I am going to have to continue this in a second post.