posted on May, 26 2005 @ 01:06 PM
I believe that I was involved in MKUltra or similar project around 1971 or 72 at Oak Knoll hospital in Oakland, Ca. and other places. Does anyone
have info on this? I am also looking for some advice because I am in some trouble at the moment. I had gone a little nuts in the past couple of years
but, am getting back to normal as of late and would like to find out what has happened to me. I had gone to Jewish Family Services in New York about
'74 or 75' for deprogramming and was refered to a doctor elsewhere....this doctor continued hypnosis for purposes unknown to me and I was given a
phone number to report to periodically to the CIA this phone number is a back door so to speak it says the message line is full and to enter mail box
number of the person I am trying to reach......I type in 3 digits the voice says sorry your having problems and disconnects and then I wait for up to
two hours sometimes for someone to call back and they record what I have to report regarding my specific situation. Mainly I am telling them when I am
approached by anyone in this pedophile group that has been stalking me. I have never written this number down but, I have remembered it for close to
30 years now. My problem is more complex then this but, I thought I should mention. Also, I have started to remember some really weird stuff within
the past two years and I just don't understand it all. I would appreciate any help or advice I could get.....I will add to this post little by little
'cause I have to use computers at the library. So if interested keep checking back and I will try to explain more. This could take the rest of the
weekend so if you can save you replies till the end all the better. Some of the details are still sketchy so I'll stick to what I know is true and
what I remember telling people in the past.
My story starts June 2, 1971 in Alfred, Me. I went out to play early in the morning. A girl maybe 5 years of age came up to me and said there was a
dog in the road and asked if it was mine and then walked away I was curious and followed her I was told later that dogs had picked up the sent
exactly where I had said I went but, it was ignored at the time. I followed her to a nearby barn where I was grabbed by a man by the name of Eric or
Clyde Cook(e). This man was a travelling preacher who took me first to a nearby quaker village and then to Portland. Eventually I got away from him at
one of his stops by convincing a woman that he wasn't my father and that I needed to get away from him and I was told he would hurt me and my family.
This woman was leaving for Berkeley, California for college and she took me with her. I was probably with him for several months going from place to
place and sometimes he would leave me with people and take off for days at a time. I had been threatened, abused and brainwashed and possibly even
hypnotized considering what I went through later. Well, some time went by and eventually this woman took me to a professor at Berkeley who knew
someone who dealt with children in my situation and so that's how I ended up at Oak Knoll. I went there recently just to see and all I could do was
walk around the outside but, this place was really familiar as well as other places like Angel Island Military base or whatever it's called, in San
Fransisco. I had been seperated with this woman afterwards but, I remember going through all this training and programming similar to what I've read
about MKUltra. It's really confusing what happened after but, I ended up with some other woman who had two children and she took me to Connecticut. I
was taken away from her and adopted sometime later (I had been using somebody else's birth certificate) My adopted parents and my "Grandmother"
took me to Jewish Family Services sometime in '74 or '75. I had always known about this but, I had believed that the woman who brought me to Ct. was
my real mother. A few years ago I found out that this wasn't true and about two years ago I started to have alot of weird memories surface so I
started out looking for my real family. I went back out to California to see if I could find any out. I started to get discouraged so I went back to
the internet I think I looked on Doe Network and went through state by state. It was the last state I looked at and was an exact match according to
the age progressed photo and the details. The pic that I had of me wasn't that great but, looked similar. I now have a better pic and this is with
the person who would be my second cousin waiting to be scanned I have a smaller one on my person and am going to see about getting it scanned tonight,
maybe (resources are really scarce here). Anyhow, I looked at the pics and it took about two months of looking and thinking about it and trying to
remember exactly where I came from and what people told me I've said then I made the call to the police in hind sight I realize now that this may not
have been such a great idea and that I should have contacted NCMEC first. What I told them was a name I had in my head from when I was taken to Ct. it
turned out to be the fathers name not only did I mention his name but, where he worked I also described it perfectly. Not long after I contacted the
family I also mentioned that he worked with the police as well and I mentioned something else he did and came up with the mother's name and a
connection with the sister's name. Well, I found out that we were all having problems with the police they had told me that the family weren't
cooperating but, what happened is they took the father's blood sample then my cheek cells a month later then 7 months after that they got the
mother's blood sample. They had "lost" the footprints and put the mother through a lie detector test which they said she failed but, would not show
her the results and then said there was no match and basically threatened me to forget about it. After all this time in contact with the family with
all the similarities I was not ready to give up. I started to make my way here and picked up some better pics on the way and when I made it here
started to have a look around including where they had lived and this is where I spent the first 3 years of my life I'm sure of this. At the moment
I'm trying to get set up here and plan on hypnosis or Sodium Pentathol so I can prove what I'm saying, I'm not sure about any more DNA comparisons
but, even then I believe the pictures are enough. I have like a part in my right ear which looks like it was sliced off and in one of the pics the
family sent me there is the same thing.......so here I am not sure what to do and no help..........The End (For Now). your comments are welcome.
If there is any more that I feel I need to add or answers to questions I will add them in this very same post below this line.
I feel that I need to add that: I believe there is a possibility that the father knew exactly where I was from the time I was adopted or even sooner.
I seem to have some memories to support this although I'm not certain, if this is so than there is a chance that he had something to do with guiding
the results of the DNA comparison or even more, would that make it a conspiracy??. I could explain more of the MKUltra or similar project but, I'm
sure by now you've read somewhere what happens and my experience isn't much different although I feel it helped me to survive when I was on my own
at times and there were times when I was on my own soon after that experience. I have two witnesses who might talk, one is on medication and the other
is my ex-wife who live in Northern England and I'd have to track hewr down. My ex was there when I met my Doc. after so many years and she heard a
lot of details. And there were also other kids that I was in a group with in Ct. One of whom, thinks he was involved in some alien experiment that
went wrong. Maybe he's right I don't now. All I want is to go home and forget all this. I have been trying to locate my "Doctor" for the past two
years now with no luck. When I saw him last he had filled in a lot of details and said he works with similar children in New York city that is,
children who were missing and turn up confused and brainwashed.
I have a page set up with some pics and info but, I'd like to wait until I can get my one pic scanned so all can see what I'm talking about.
[edit on 26-5-2005 by missinginmaine]