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Do you recall how your thought life developed as a child?

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posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 09:31 PM
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a reply to: CynConcepts

To me, I could be wrong, it seems like a steady traumatic life since birth, because you never mention your mom or dad.




posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 09:41 PM
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a reply to: CynConcepts

I'm sorry about your childhood. As a kid who started running away from home as soon as he could walk, I relate. I hope you have and continue to get as much help as you need.



posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 09:50 PM
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originally posted by: InTheLight
a reply to: CynConcepts

To me, I could be wrong, it seems like a steady traumatic life since birth, because you never mention your mom or dad.


I will admit, early on I believed earth was hell. I was personally traumatized by making decisions based on thinking it was what it was.

Thankfully, I evolved and realized that was not truth. Free will is a marvelous freedom and savior. I discovered I had the ability to choose for my self and not be a victim of mine nor others bad choices. Taking personal responsibility in not being a victim was life changing!

My dad nowdays, is not so scary. I laugh and admittedly joke ( please don't take offense, since my black step mom agrees with me) that she snipped his white a** balls and put him in his place! Seriously, he is lucky to have her but he was no longer my dad when he tried to have sex with me at 13.

My mom, well she was always a victim and still is. After 13 she gave up. I spoke with her after 20 years of me leaving state and her behind...begged her to tell me why she did not protect me? She said, I was always old and knowledgeable than my years, far beyond her. She asked me...have I not done better without her advice? Sadly, the truth was, yes.

Sad but not, but yes, I have found so much more peace and happiness in life by agreeing to let my parents and their drama behind and focus on myself, my children, and especially my own grandchildren.

Early memories may shape your life...but you always have the freedom to change your life.
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Edit add: please realize, between 6-13 yrs...I was raped an molested by older brothers, uncles and my own father...my mom's excuse was that I saved her from being physically and sexually abused. I was her sacrificial lamb.
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posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 09:53 PM
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a reply to: CynConcepts

Wise advice.



posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 10:11 PM
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a reply to: 0zzymand0s

Ozzy, thank you for your kind considerations. I am doing extremely well in life. My early life has strengthened me beyond measure. Empathy and sympathy was not the catalyst for my change though. Honestly, it was multiple dicks in life that I cursed at them being absolute a-holes for telling me to get over myself and get on with my life.

I do laugh even now, how I cried and cursed at how hateful those folks were who actually were just being honest and sincerely trying to make me see the truths. They may never know how much they changed me for the better. It didn't happen overnight, but their honesty truths stuck with me and when I was ready, I recognized how wonderful and blessed I was to remember their advice and wisdoms.



posted on Jan, 27 2020 @ 10:16 PM
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I cannot imagine not developing as an individual without loving parents.




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