a reply to: DBCowboy
I lost my mum, she was a single parent to us and it has to be the most devastating thing that has ever happened to me, all I can say is that your dad
was probably very proud of you, you know he loved you and now you have to be there for your mum.
Every day I miss her, just before this Christmas past she took a very bad turn, a tumor had spread from her bowl to her liver yet she clung on and I
prayed more perhaps than I have ever prayed in my life.
I have to stay for my sister and niece, my other brothers and sisters betrayed there own mother over money and simple greed but both of us stayed by
I cry too, it is hard to hide when you are a big man and some can not control there emotion's, at her funeral I broke down and was literally
trembling almost violently from head to foot, this was my world ending as I had lived with my mum and cared for her - really she cared for me - in
spite of my own ailing health and depression yet suddenly the pillar of my whole world had been wrenched away from me leaving me feeling like I was
pointless listless and useless with no purpose - this was very recent for me and the days have simply flown by while I feel like I am in a shocked
daze from this loss.
But for them we have to go on, a woman whom I see for grief counseling lost her parent's, her aunt and her son and husband and she put it this
God has a purpose for us we may not know what it is yet but there is a purpose.
And like her I do very much believe we will be with those we love again some day, it is just so tempting to be impatient about that some day though
but that would be a mistake.
I feel for you, for all of us that have suffered the loss of those we love and the truth is you never get over it.
Some call it acceptance but it is more a matter of habit, each day come's and you carry them very much in your heart with you, also they may very
well still be watching over you and your family.
God willing bless and keep you, your mum and the rest of your family and may in the fullness of time when it is the Right time we all be reunited
with those whom we love.