posted on Aug, 18 2018 @ 02:14 PM
ATS!!! please be patient with me and don´t jump to conclusions / make your mind up until the end, I´ll try to stay on topic but I´m over excited
because of all the "coincidences" lately... and now this. I´m not a big dreamer, I can´t do lucid dreaming. Never remember my dreams (I think I
do dream at night, but can´t remember)
I´m fairly freaked out so expect missing chars!!! Also, I know myself to good, If I look back on what I typed, I´ll start to optimize what I wrote
because I think you wont understand me... So I´ll just type along... This means, If you see me posting and finished reading but think theres more to
come, I´ll probably still typing while you think that. So please be patient.
First, who am I? Those who know me from reading my posts, may recognize I´m seldom in this kind of topic. I´m a technical guy. I believe in god but
not in the way most of you define the word "god". I acknowledge some phenomenas can´t be currently explained and I am sort of open minded but not a
Last saturday was the second time in my life I had a "real" (as I call it) OBE. I layed down in my bed around 1pm because I felt so tired. I did not
drank any alcohol (not even in the last two months or so) and I didn´t smoke anything funny (or anything drug related at all, no medication except
for enzymes I need).
I felt this pressure on my eyes, feeling really tired and even got that hearing-blackout you get when you yawn -without yawning. I know this feeling
when I´m extremly exhausted and need to rest ASAP. I was tired because I´m working on smth that I got the idea directly after waking up last friday
(but that´s another story). Smth. neural network related. Progressing fast with my idea... anyways
So there I was laying, to tired to sleep. I decided if I can´t fall into sleep, I´m going into trance until I´m so tired, I´ll just knack away. I
started by projecting infinite suns in a row that I dove into until my mind readjusted to the next sun and so on.
While doing that, I witnessed myself going way faster and deeper than I ever did before. I´m a bit trained doing this, since I´m into the topic of
hypnosis. I pushed harder and suddenly I felt that openness. Before I was sort of tunneling through those suns / photons in the dark but suddenly it
was like leaving a tunnel. The blackness around changed to amber but the orange photons still coming up fast one after another. The "air" or
resistance or whatever, was getting "thinner" as in, less resistance.
It felt like being a meteor dashing through some kind of barrier and even accelerating after that. And then I heard it, faintly but progressingly
getting louder, more ambient and I began to feel it´s (the sounds) vibration and sub-vibrations swinging themselfes up and some downwards, it was
crazy but it felt so warm and comfortable.
I kept pushing and pushing while it got louder and louder and I felt that pressure on my face and body. Just when I thought I could not stand the
noise anymore, it all imploded. Everything went yellow/white and I felt lighter and lighter (pressure "inverted"). After I adjusted my eyes to the
yellowish-white light all around, I was able to make out some contours and finally the whole room.
It was my bedroom and then I realized that I was looking at myself. I remembered to keep myself busy but then the noise started all over again and
with that, the air segmented itself into vibrating golden strings. It´s very hard to explain because it was somehow "timeless". Like the strings
writing a history during their progressiv movement in tandem with the noise. Like showing the waveform and then fading while the next one glows
Then I felt that pull and I would describe the effect with the photons in reverse, so fast they were more like speers than balls. I woke up and felt
energized but the clock showed 2 minutes had gone by.
I jumped up and sat down in front of my pc. I typed in "thx" into youtube and there is was, very similar to what I heard the second time in my life
now. It sent shivers down my spine, the hairs on my whole body lifted.
The next few hours I OCD´ed into writing something to visualize sound. You get it, a spectrometer/visualizer. I could not find anything that would
satisfy my demands on resolution and I wanted to be able to do math on the data and throw the neural net at it.
continued in next post...