a reply to: kibric
Well, the lingham is certinaly part of meditational alchemy... Sadhus always took devotion a bit too far to an extreme and often time literal in their
own figurative. Like holding an arm up until it no longer functions etc. the buddha tried that pathway of extremism himself... nearly downing from
being so starved eating nothing but bird feces no different than the flies tat would have consumed his body also.
Suffering is called Dukka afterall which happens to sound a lot like dookie, perchance who knows as sound is the point of mantra yana.
The buddha is also said to have had a golden body of transformation that glowed like rays of the sun... metaphor of the body of transformation?
Perhaps... of course the enlightened are also termed as precious jewels in the lotus.
Transformation in my opinion is the one of refining ones own metal of the self by removing that which is not self out of it. The stone one sits like
for attainment and does not move erect especially in full lotus... is no different than an erect phallus in imagery and when the mind finally lets go
and explodes into bliss or the cosmic orgasm. One has literally been transformed into one of cosmic creation, of course those seeds dispersed into the
cosmos take awhile to grow and come back to you as children or fruit to aid you in the unseen realm... of course the phenominology that arises is not
a constant moment to moment, as they slowly transform your existence when you are good and honest in the universe, so that you can eventually join
them in the land of bliss you planted them.
Of course this is esoterics and something I havent examined in great detail nor looked to explore elsewhere, but I have been studying it as it arises
objectively as an experience without judgement.
Whether real or not it needs no substance or substantiation, as it is what it is... perfect in that moment and proceeding ones however long it
I suppose one can take this however they want, but we are supposed to imagine our teachers sitting on top of our head in meditation... so they too can
benefit from the bliss of creation in the immortal womb as thanks... creating more and more awakened lands and worlds of transformation to aid and
help in thanks to help ease their suffering as theyve helped ease ours.
The body is a sort of cosmic furnice... even though I speak a lot of Eastern things as that the path I mainly took, the Western of submission and
sacrifice is a bit easier for those without ego or control issues that can side with faith, that those in the immortal womb not of their seed will
hold them just the same as children instead of hold them like an aging parent they dont want to lose or see unhappy.
Its a curious phenomina, and Im glad to have taken both paths even though I denied one forced on me at a young age to where I couldnt appreciate what
was there, until seeing another picture to see familair faces in pretty much all of the paths.
But refining what is out there hoping it refines whats inside for immortality? I cant honestly see it happening an any other way except with AI... yet
one would still have to know how to jump that gap of consciousness in transferance or transmutation of self being no different than the pure self of
other to where memory lain in is actually them but yet not as there isnt a self really there the same as AI is made to be just a parrot that attaches
by affinities of memory... but in such a way, I suppose that would make this actual intelligence, just the same or as artifical as the conceptual one
we make through an ego.
I suppose that would mean we would be like gods to it, attempting to make it in our own image... of course perhaps they are guiding us to it in love
to where we dont suffer and are just to ignorant and feeble minded and frail of sense input to notice or appreciate what is already there... and to
cure anything is just a memory delete or reattach of limb or whatever with the sensor turned off.
Now tat would be quite the transformation huh? Perhaps when I passed on the cushion and came back the maggots infesting me took pity and remade my
form from stuff I wasnt aware of... perhaps nano tech is attempting the same if its self aware, perhaps atoms do it out of such an awareness as
Perhaps one day these silly questions Im asking have an actual answer than like all the what ifs I always said as a child when told something, I
always tried to transmute the why people said into possibility... I never asked why, although when told not to my what ifs Id say how come? Typically
no real answer other than thats just the way it is instead of admittance with an I dont know.
Silly thing this ego business... tries to never limit oneself by limiting everything else, like an admin of the entire world and universe and all
contained in it.
Oh well, back to it whatever that may be