Feel the cage ie quicksand, walking lead boots, but....I don't go down for long, and get direct guidance quickly.
In any case, just recently because I've been sick for a month, and sprained my rib from coughing even, just pretty depressed, but started thinking
hmmmm....need some pick me up, so watched some Lilou Mace videos and her wonderful interviews, and turning negative into positive, and the fluttering
healing vibrations started, and got some antibiotics, and there was this perfect timing starting to occur.
Started writing at night , so body, what are you telling me, what haven't i thought of yet?
And about other issues.
Woke up with some more directions, remembered dreams of stations and some kind of instruction.
And that isn't the point, its that Im not an animal, its a gift to be here, truly you wouldn't believe the gift at an opportunity to turn something
around, OR to reach someone you love here, or your children/family.
Gratitude and uplifting frequency brings answers, direction, joy emerges again.
You're not stuck. Was shown yesterday that in truth, my soul is bigger than the universe, so anyone in it that is playing a bullying or bad guy role,
like our world mismanagers here and their overlords in the cosmos, they're not to be feared, soul traps, nothing like that. You're bigger than all of
Anyone choosing not to grow awareness, consciousness, kindness, to learn and grow and understand, isn't equal to those growing beyond what is being
taught here. Albeit a different definition of equality for all potentially are equal, but this is more about grades then. Making a breakthrough,
trying to gain understanding, its always a plus.
Who were already students bigger than their micro schools, if you will.
Just open up the door or window and step outside and go OK, this is really not making me happy. Can't find the way and feel so trapped here. SOS!
And keep that up for a time off and on.
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