posted on Jun, 1 2009 @ 03:11 AM
This is like reading a diary I wrote. I have had all the same experience. I have never been diagnosed with it though. I am 32 now and can relate to
all the posts above. I have had a battle with drugs since I was 17.
I left home and went to live (party) in the canary islands for 4 or 5 years came back home suffered a few bouts of depresion got prescribed ciprimil
which in all honesty did help for a while, though the side effects far out numbered the benefits and I spent the next 18 months fighting to get of
them.
I went travelling around Europe for 3 months and did my rip. I managed to get of them and stay of them ever since. I am like a nomad I never feel
settled in one place. I am lucky to have a very patient partner for 10 years, who puts up with all my excentricity's.
I can't remember the amount of times people have told me how much of a wasted talent I am!!
I seem to be on an never ending quest searching for something yet I don't know what I am searching for. It's a bit of a no-brainer really. It's
almost as If I make life as hard as possible for myself knowing that everything will sort itself out in the end. It always does.
Is it possible to have ADHD and not know it?
My brain is constantly thinking. Thinking about things that normal people just don't think about, when I try and engage people into conversation
about these things the usual response is for there eyes to just glaze over and then carry on talking about the latest Britains got bloody talent
episode.
I'm not a cleaner but when I do clean it is meticulous. I was so much of a perfectionist I had to change my ways to fit in. and went completley the
other direction to not really giving a s*&t about anything. It's all about balance and I am a Libra after all.
There seems to be a whole world off ADHD'ers out there. I thought it was just me. 8-) Least I know I am not the only now. Thanks