a reply to:
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I think it is some type of pure connection to the Universe
Maybe like basking in a Universal form of light, similar to the light we have in this world, but it is able to be felt with a different type of warmth
to the heat we get from the light of the sun
That is probably rhe best way I could think of to describe what I felt. Similar to the warmth of the sun, but replace heat, with with pure love and
peace
Don't get me wrong. I agree that if there is such a thing to be known, as God, then this would be it
It was like love free from emotion. If that makes sense. No intention, or happiness, or sadness. Just love and a feeling of being at peace
The thing with my head, when it happened, felt kinda like me a shell, or seedbeing cracked open
Like someone/something was opening my skull, in some other unseen dimension, to look at what was inside. Which felt like some type of radiating
version of my brain
This sense/feeling is why I thought it could be linked to a particular birth I saw in the news that happened on the exact same day. It fits with what
I felt at the time
It wasn't painful, and I knew that whatever it was loved me, and wasn't trying to hurt me. But it just felt wrong
I told it to stop and to go away. I didn't want the feeling, because it didn't feel right that I should have it, somehow
I don't know why I felt like that. I reasoned it to being that it wasn't fair if I have it, but others don't. But I'm not sure. It just felt wrong
When whatever it was "cracking my head" wouldn't stop and wouldn't go away when I told it to, some part of me got angry
It felt like, good intentions or not, it was no better than any other invisible entity that refuses to listen and does what it wants
So I started punching myself in the head, to force it to go away
Whatever it was, and for wherever reason I felt that way, one thing I know is that it felt like it wasn't my time, when I felt it
That's part of why I think "it" comes in cycles, like the sun. Because although I felt a little sad forcing it to go away, it also felt like it would
come back some day
Though, to date, it hasn't
I have felt feelings like it occasionally (sometimes fairly strong), but nothing as pure as that
I had a similar experience with this, though very different, when the Dalai Lama came to visit my home city of Darwin, Australia
This feeling was in the world around us, and wasn't focused on me
I'll post a new thread about this later, as not to go too far off topic of this thread