reply to post by KellyPrettyBear
Yes very fluid indeed. The pink heart experience is something that drained me, haven't tried it again yet will carry it with me forever and it makes
me not give up holding positive outcomes to everything. Was standing at the door
(background is that one my favorite youtubers, morningmayan/linda west has some very good frequency and law of affinity type videos and between chakra
meditations and energy coming in august 2009, had many windows open that month, along with headaches, more sleep needed. When those windows opened,
it was like a floodgate and more of me, more water came in. And I recognized people, in my family, on youtube like Linda, and some famous ufology
folk one who was lying or working for Mossad IMO, as from our grouping. It was like we all knew each others assignments and now could see who was on
task, doing what they came to do, and who seemed to become renegades, like that ufology figure.
In that time period, more of me came in, and I was so lonely and disconnected feeling in this low quicksand sluggish frequency, and just reached up
and plugged into Family instinctively, and then my heart broke because its what I miss the most here, that Universal Understanding is wonderful and of
course its like mind, not sameness, but it means we're past duality in that, home is not in duality for me. So I don't like this stuff at all
Also in that time period, in August, read something that famous mossad one wrote that was twisted, trying to add to religion, and claiming pleiadian
contact. Alot of what he wrote was just aligned with the Georgia Guidestones, NWO, masonic, yet claimed to be pleiadian, and it was NOT. Though his
own background, was from a positive family. I was very upset. I just had this recognition, said, He Is A Renegade! And a portion of myself,
something was leaving my heart and going to him, it was odd that I had wrestle with me, and say, no karma, not getting involved. The next day, one
from a group that watches over while I drive long distance, angel-ets, in blue, a young gentle man, said appeared and said, "never under any
circumstances judge anyone, its very hard to wake up in this frequency and world, most don't. send intercessions and love to him that he may recover
his work and mission."
Also was beginning to listen to whale and dolphin sounds alot).
So this happened somewhere in this time frame, and was at the door, watching dark pink grey clouds and black sheets. And it was like more of me in me
suddenly and I just said, serendipity. Well, that won't do at all!
And then I pictured pink hearts everywhere for 20 minutes. And got really drained. Made a pot of coffee, forgot actually I'd done this, but was back
at the door as oft I am, with a coffee and the sky was filled with white and light pink, hearts. Upside down, sideways, abstracted, small, big, over
the roof, over the adjoining reservation! Everywhere!
I think the objective reality we're in is either Someone's subjective school, or a group of subjective minds working together.
My chakra mediitations is to work from heart, or crown, down, and the lower lessons, are obvious, but I will never take that energy up, I heal that
energy down. Its just like 7 levels of lessons.
Also, we are not to heal by dealing with the levels in the bottom, rolling around in the muck. We heal by reaching into the higher frequency, where
we can laugh and hug and find our finer selves, and then look down upon the difficulty. Like James Gilliland was shown when he grew bigger and bigger
until earth was a spec, then was told, your problems are back there.
One very good meditation is to close your eyes, go within, and grow bigger and bigger, and bigger. I was standing on the poster of the universe and
couldn't get back into the DVD.
When you rise above to joy, find thing that raise your frequency, you think clearer.
When you step out of the box of your home into sunlight, you think clearer, answers pour in.
I don't really look at objective as important. Everyone joins in on a very harsh and ugly way to learn. Maybe some are here trying to nudge people
to not think in these terms.
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