posted on Oct, 7 2013 @ 01:27 PM
**Before I share what has happened to me, I would like to remind everyone that traumatic experiences like this can really effect the way another
person interacts with the rest of the world, so I would ask that everyone here at least consider being sensitive to what I have to say, it's not a
requirement, just a request.**
Ok so, ever since I was a young child, I always dreamed of running away from home. Whenever such thoughts would come to my mind, I would instantly
feel the judgment of my parents, shaming me to have ever entertained such rebellious fantasies. Like other people out there, I grew up in an abusive
home. Everyday there would be arguments, things broken, sometimes I would get physically abused by both of my parents, and what always upset me, was
that all of that yelling usually stemmed from some petty dissatisfaction. Whenever I would try to talk about the abuse, or even show the bruises to my
friends, I would always get this uncontrollable feeling of guilt to the point that it would completely shut me down emotionally for the rest of the
day. I grew up believing that it was my fault my parents seemed to display such hate for one another that was always somehow projected onto me even if
I was not originally involved in the matter.
It wasn't until I went to college that I began to realize that my hyper-religious parents were in fact hypocrites in the sense that they lacked any
form of forgiveness or sincerity. When I entered into the real world, my eyes really became open. After a series of spiritual journeys and
transformation revelations, I was now fully convinced that their main mission in life was to see to it that I remained in a state of mental sleep in
order to better receive their linguistic code commands, and to be ultimately controlled by them. I will not go into all the details that have lead me
to this conclusion, but what I will do is make a list of all their ritualistic symbolisms and stupidities that rule them.
Code Commands (a list of all the strange things they repeatedly say to me and what the code means)
1. "You Up?" Whenever they ask me this question, it is usually when I zone out and start staring off into space. It's like they know I must
have some form of radio and/or microwave like frequency induced narcolepsy. I will sometimes be in the middle of a conversation with one of them and
they will ask this question.
2. "(My Name)'s Bad"This is when they want my dog alter personality to come out because they want to control me. They often say this when I
am not wearing my glasses. Also, whenever they want me to do something for them, they will call one of the dogs first, because they are convinced that
I will soon afterwards follow.
3. "Go To Sleep" Whenever I start seeing their manipulation, or when I catch them in a lie, they will automatically tell me to 'go to bed'
even though I am an adult.
Animal Alters (this is a list of all the animal alters the handlers want innocents to believe)
1. Dog/Bitch (female) - Someone who self identifies as a female dog is usually engaged in a type of submissive role where her handler spoils her with
material goods and superficialities. This role is an openly stated 'father-daughter' sexual exchange where all activities are kept secret and the
female is made to believe that she is special because the manipulator is 'choosing' her. Dog/Bitch alters are told to beware of cats/sex kitten
2. Cat/Sex Kitten (female) - The cat alter or sex kitten programming as it has been called in the past, has one goal in sight, to keep the 'cat'
(person) from being free spirited with their own opinions and thought formulations. The cat or 'number 9' is most feared by handlers because it is
the hardest to control and has the potential to spread higher consciousness.
3. Bear cub/Bull (male) - This programming is designed to raise young boys into believing that at one time, there were only men that lived on planet
earth, and that women invaded and have been oppressing male sexuality ever since. The boys engage in sexual activities with their fathers, uncles,
grandpas, or other males. Young boys who are indoctrinated to blindly hate all women because of this unified-gender theory eventually grow up to get
married to women and are told to keep their 'brotherly love' sexual encounters a secret. If they have sons, then they are told to raise them in the
same way. **Also, one strange thing about bear programming is that they do not believe in eating gummy bears because they feel like it is eating an
actual bear. If you were to eat gummy bears in front of a bear alter, then they would be clearly disturbed by it**
4. Amazonian/Ana Alters - "Ana" alters are a different type of human that is physically neither male nor female. Anas menstruate rectally because
they possess a cloaca. The appearance of an Ana is usually male like in the face with a feminized body type. Out of all the other animal alters, Anas
are closest to the secret behind why all of this is taking place to begin with. Anas are the ones who get clearance to see the secret bases and behind
the scenes media manipulation and mind control. I have reason to believe that either they are real life Amazonians living among us, or they have been
genetically mutated either through faulty mating practices or bioengineering.
Before anyone jumps to judgment, I will inform you that I have encountered all of these types on more than one separate occasion. I have physically
seen an Ana, they exist.
For some reason, people are being put into these categories and told to live their lives a certain way and to fear other groups because it creates
tension. I have witnessed a great deal of sexual manipulation when such control mechanisms are made to oppress the innocents.
Ritualistic Sacrifices 'Honor Killings'
Some of the worst people can actually be found in black baptists churches. MLK may mean Martin Luther King to the rest of the world, but to a select
few, MLK is actually Moloch the owl lord of fire. I have come across so called black hebrews that engage in arson that causes property damage and
almost always at least one death, that is the goal of the fire, to consume a soul. I have been threatened with fire, told that my place of work would
catch fire and explode with me in it, they've even said to me, "Burn Baby Burn". So far in my parents circle, within the last 2 years, 4 people
they have known have caught fire and died for unexplainable reasons. When I brought it up to one of my parents, I remember getting this look back
like, "Shhhhhh! you're not supposed to talk about that outloud".
Incestual Programming and Mind Control
Every member in my family has made a pass at me, or touched me inappropriately at least once. I remember some heavy things happening to me as young as
2 years old. They test out the children at a young age to see who is responsive to the stimuli, and then they use sex as a form of reward to reach a
level of allegiance and mind control. It is hard to pretend ignoring when I hear my mother requesting that I join her and my father in the bedroom for
sex. I have been playing the autistic card for a long time unknowingly, it wasn't until my spirit quests that I began to mentally wake up and get my
breathing ratio where it should be in order to gain higher consciousness. I have been living in a state of sleep all of my life, cutting in an out of
I had to share this