posted on Apr, 23 2013 @ 02:21 AM
Well... I guess i should start of with saying that I prefer to be known as "Hawk."
I belong to what my people refer to as -the heyoka cult-... as a sacred clown I am told that I am to do as I feel, to follow my feelings and what it
is I feel is right. I am related to native medicine men who help guide me to what it is i am meant to do. It is said that the heyoka people are
neither human or animal, yet a spirit never meant to belong with either. I feel I should warn others though as I am also referred to by my people as
"Wendigo".
It is also said that heyokas are shapeshifters and dream of what is to be, what happened and what is happening. -that might be limited to a certain
few however-
All my life I have been plagued by the supernatural. when I was younger I could see the dead who followed me in every room I have ever lived in. I
have fought things that to explain to others I would seem mad. I have fought demons in hopes to keep those I love safe, I became a demon to protect
what is truly important.
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I am a young adult wanting to learn of the history hidden in lies as well as help find solutions to help make change. My personal life... has been
rocky I have to admit, but it is nothing more than what I know I was meant to deal with. This is the life I chose to live... and I will admit to it
being frightening, but i know that if i don't others could get hurt. I want to hopefully reach out to others lost and help in some way at the very
least.
I know it must sound like I am trying to be an "know it all" but the truth is... there is so much out there I do not know, yet wish to learn.
I guess that is all I should say about me for now~
If there is any more you would like to know, please feel free to ask.