OK, dude, heres the thing. I may not know as much as you do about that stuff, but I know what its like. I am not saying Ive been through all of it,
but I have seen it happen. Not to people that I know personally, but I have still seen it. Did you have a m,an come through your house and shoot your
family? I lost my cousin and his grandmother thanks to that. Did you ever come so close to drowniong that you went unconscious? I have, and the only
thing that saved me was my cousin, the one that got shot not two years later. You will never understand what it feels like, until it happens to you.
The panic that ciomes when you first believe you are dying, then the indescribable calm that comes after you start slipping away...
This you can't know until it happens to you. As for tyhe bullying, I tried to stop it, once. I sent a football player to the hospityal when I lost my
temper, and that wasd when I was just a little nerd who only cared aabout hios grades and didn't have an ounce of muscle in his body except his brain.
After that, I decided to not get angry, and so far that has worked.
But now that is slipping away thanks to all that is going on in my life, and to be frank you are just making it worse. Did you know that I haven't
even tried to defend myself from those bullies that try to beat me to a bloody puklp, and would if it weren't for the schools rules? I didn't try. I
didn't want to risk getting angry at them.
And something else. I already know how to defend myself, thank you. Ever since then, I have trained in self defense until I could get to the point
that I am at now. And as far as i am concerned, I am tired of people just assuming that others are beneath them.
The last time anybody did that, one of my best friends shot himself. I now hate that. In fact, I despise those who presume they are better than
everybody else. The kid that made my friend kill himself had to move out of town, because me and my other friend were after him. I won't even tell you
what we would have done. You can guess.
And so, to conclude my little speech here, you don't know me enough to say what you said. So don't talk about me in that superior tone of yours,
whether you want to admit that you were or not.
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