I dont know what im talking about

I dont know what i talking about.
Nobody knows what will be written next, even me.
For one thing i want to say, is i dont like what is in on tv now.
I want to say, how i considering to leave ats for good.
Want to say ats have a lot of interesting things and people. its all god.
As far as i see, yes u can educate youself and help you to see other posibilities, theories, people live stories, sadness, rage, discoveries and manny manny more. Much of us come here in searching for something inner or outter us. Ive reading ats for years, recently i joined. Just realised it was passed almost a year since registering. I was searching a whole my life for something, i do not what it is, where it is, or what it would be. Just dont know. It like i waiting for something, and searching for something at same time. Now thinkin how i should stop to search for that, whatever it is. And at same time something inner say keep it searching go search dont stop at least.
One time i was on farm and almost died, literally i fall in to pile pit of crap. Crap was uP to my neck. Once i was been on lake and. ?dont know a word. In lake something pull me down a whirl, and i almost drowned, i will be dead if my dad wasnt there on time. Once i buy a six pack of redbull and drink couple viagras. Once i was suceed not to sleep more than one month. I like to fly in dreams. I like to feel life in every moment in every breath, even if it smells. Hehe. For a while i was going to fat over fat my self. Now thinking how life is beautiful and we people dont se it. We dont se own our life, and when we are old it struck us like lighting. Niw thinkin about criminals, maybe it will be wel nice.. To give them alzheimer, and then rehabilitate them, maybe it will work. Soon i open my own company. I kniw i will not have a time for ats. I regret a little because of that. I will not been on ats and i regret much because of that, i will be in mainstream news etc. I admit i love lois from smallville, not love love, but i like her. Those wrinkles. Sxy. I admit i loved once so much much. And nothing of it. And i still love her. Some kind of different love. Soul twin love not mentioned to be togethe even we are perfect toghethe, compatibile in every thing. Is it ever happened to you when u pass near such person it struck you some energy through whole your body. Some feeling i cannot describe. Interesting is how we can feel each other by miles and meters, we actualy know when one is near, sad, happy etc. We love each other but we are never been together. Weird. now i searchin for remote to change channel. I go to smoke one. until now, i write about god know what, and i suceeded to delete it. Im mad now. Its ok. My favorite movie is bucket it a lot. Such a simple idea an yet so powerful effect. I like people as a human race and individuals, but sometimes people are such, a such a, dont know the word how to describe them. Im willing to help a stranger and give a my life to them to save them. Domu know what is purpose in this life. Ive reading abou ti here, and here is no answer. Sometimes i have feelin like i need something to do, well all the times! But answer is not here on ats, is not? I have feelin all the time i need to know something, i have waiting for something, but dont knkw what it is, where it is, where to search, dont have a clue. But i kniw tha, it, is nit done yet, furfilled, i need to do something but what to do. Something is wrong, and yet i am fin. Its like in movie unbreakable with bruce willis, something. Some sadness, something is not done, something i dont doing. Imwaiting for something but dont know what it is what to do. I like history. My favorite scientist is Nikola Tesla. Ive been in his lab, work house, his attic, hold his lighting, it is unbelivable. Wonderful. Ive been in his house can u imagine it. Ive been in bosnian pryamids seen and felt fantastic things. Ive drinked a water from pyramids. Best water ever, hihi. imagine if u have a time travel machine and go to roman julius caesar time, and give him technology of steam, railroad, what will be today, imagine if tesla is still alive, kr get him here in this time. Or maybe no, tesla is one of best role models for life today. Ive been in medugorje, there is indeed some positive energy. People are simple. im still pissed how i few minutes ago somehow deleted content wich i writing last one hour. I like to fly. Dont like flies, flies are ok, bht sometimes annoying. I think flies on purpose bothering you. Specially at summer when u try to sleep. Cats are funny. I like stories, and zen stories. If there is posibility to take three superpowers i will like to be like superman, and have toys and stuff like batman, and to read minds. nono, mind reading, to be immortal like highlander. I like highlander. There was a pc game in build, bht of course, they cancel it. Waaaaaaaaay whaaaay whaaaaay. I want to fal in love, and have a bunch of babies, at least five of them. Very reason for what i working is that, to a some time in future i can have family wich i can support, and give a god life to my children, to have oportunities. Children are light of world, a light of life. i wish i can be child. Children are so happy, so simple. I wish people should be more like children. At least im tryin to. Few days ago ive walking on grocery store outside. And 50 meters away ive seen some baby,jumping around, 2-3 years old. I come to child. And we staring one to another. Such a wondering, such a peace, such purity in eyes. I will never forget that. Always when remember thst child, it keep me calm, and bring smile on my face. I know this post is long, probably u are giving up, who knows what idiot will say next u thinkin. Even me dont know what i will say. i can say i will say something. Hahha. Considering to this be my online diary, at least my diary will me reply. Hahha. Magical. I csn say, i feelin alone, somehow undestinied. Dont know. Suicide is never a option, and i do not ecen consider it. Just in case to say, if someone thinks of that will i do that. I will never do that. This is surrender. Never surrender, rather go walk through world see things. if u can change anything in your life, skme of your choices, what it will be. My will be a ummm dont know. i cannot understand hip hop, rapping and this stuff. Overdressed, greedy, bug time showoffs. Maybe immstupid to understand that. Television is reality, if it is not on tv or in movie, it is not real. Damn right, maybe. Well i go. I like you all. enough for today. Bye.

reply to post by wwwchronos


Everyone who trys to read this post is going to agree with your title.........

Try slowing down abit.....

Separate your thougts into easy to read paragraphs and sentences, and try to go from there....

I am interested in reading your thoughts, but I damn sure am not going to make myself buy a new pair of glasses to do it.

No argument from me, EXCEPT...

reply to post by seeker1963


Im writing on tablet pc, its kinda hard to do that.
Im writed whatever is come to me at a time when i write.

reply to post by Murgatroid


Your avatar picture scare me last night

Originally posted by wwwchronos
reply to post by Murgatroid

 

Your avatar picture scare me last night

Yeah, Murgatroid's avatar is infamous for that. Seriously bro, that OP is what we refer to at ATS as a "wall of text". If you get one person to read that, consider yourself lucky. Try separating it out when you get on a real computer.

I dont care really will anyone read that. It will be nice.
Anyway, i will listen ur advice and break a wall When get on pc

OP, I have diagnosed you and you cant have firearm.. or even a rubberband and popcicle stick. I dub thee as suffering from Graphomania.


Oh and Marty Feldman is not scary.... he's just googly.

Oh mighty wall of text...

If it wouldn't be too much trouble and effort, could you perhaps insert a paragraph break or two? My eyes are old and the days are short. I just can't follow a mighty wall like I once could.

I got to flying in dreams and it gets pretty hard to read. Good story's I guess man. I don't know what you're talking about either though.

reply to post by Advantage


Hahahahahahaha
what is graphomania?

reply to post by Wrabbit2000


You are poet. I msybe will fix wall of text in next7-8 hours. When get into pc.

Originally posted by Chinvenzo
I got to flying in dreams and it gets pretty hard to read. Good story's I guess man. I don't know what you're talking about either though.

hahahaha continue an u will see

Originally posted by wwwchronos
reply to post by Advantage

 

Hahahahahahaha
what is graphomania?

Graphomania (from Greek γραφειν — writing,[1] and μανία — insanity), also known as scribomania, refers to an obsessive impulse to write.[2][3] When used in a specifically psychiatric context, it labels a morbid mental condition which results in writing rambling and confused statements, often degenerating in a meaningless succession words or even nonsense and called then graphorrhea.[4]

en.wikipedia.org...

I amend my previous diagnosis.. you have graphorrhea... but I warn you, a shot of penicillin wont help.

reply to post by wwwchronos


this part was funny

One time i was on farm and almost died, literally i fall in to pile pit of crap. Crap was uP to my neck.

this part will just make you go blind son.

For a while i was going to fat over fat my self.

my eyes!


(ps: no i didn't read any of that, pls be courteous and right something that is readable.
i hate to be rude, but jeez atleast try).

reply to post by Advantage




cant believe it exists. Lolololol

what is gono something?

Originally posted by LeLeu
reply to post by wwwchronos

 

this part was funny

One time i was on farm and almost died, literally i fall in to pile pit of crap. Crap was uP to my neck.

this part will just make you go blind son.

For a while i was going to fat over fat my self.

I was really more interested in the redbull and viagra thing. Its always fun to bag on Priapism. Specifically because I dont own a penis.. .

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I just died of laugh when read thus xD

lELAU IS MY MESSIAH HAHhhYhhh

HYHYHYHAHHHA

reply to post by Advantage


Story about farm pile of crap and viagra thing will u get in separate storys.
And there will be paragraphs too for fetish paragraphists

hahaha

storymwill be written each night.

Storymis like box of chocholate u never know how old isnchocholate and will u get diarea