reply to post by Itisnowagain
It is the human condition. Wanting what you don't have and not wanting what you do have. It's madness.
Yep. You're right. I have conditional life and all I want is the freedom to die happily. Not eternal life - just to fade into the night with a smile
on my face, knowing that I'd taught someone what love can be.
How can there be love when there is so much wanting, so much lack that has to be filled?
"That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller but for want of an understanding ear.” - Stephen
When love stays locked within, not for want of an expressive touch, but for want of an understanding heart. Filling voids is only a problem when you
don't know what to fill it with. I know what to fill it with. I know what I want in life.
I don't think you understand what life is about. All your cryptic messages and riddles, I think it's all because you really don't know what you're
talking about. I know how I want to die. Do you? Do you want to die at all? Do you even know what death is? What ending is? What change, transition,
or damnation is?
I don't think you do. I don't think you know what truly grinds the gears of the mind and soul. But I'll tell you that while I don't have a perfect
understanding, I understand a lot. And I can truthfully say that no god who designs a lake of fire for his children is ever purely benevolent,
merciful, or loving. Because no god would ever create the necessity for such a place, nor would they ever hold their flaws against that which reveals
We get upset when a student shoots a teacher. So why do we not hold "God" responsible when he condemns us for showing him the flaws he gave us? We get
upset when an artist trashes his masterpiece, because it was unique and valuable, and it was a piece of him. So why would a god destroy his children,
even if he isn't satisfied? We are unique and valuable, and we are a piece of him.
So for every soul that is ever damned, a piece of him is also damned. And for every piece that is given to total consent, so is a piece of him locked
in place, unable to escape himself when it becomes too much. And when you are chained to your own passion, you become chained to your own pyre. When
you are unable to step away, you will be caught in the fury and the cold. You will be engulfed in the maelstrom of energy that embodies your heart.
You will burn.
Just like "God".
edit on 23-12-2012 by AfterInfinity because: (no reason given)