posted on Oct, 16 2012 @ 08:39 AM
HI Ya'll! I have an idea I would like to discuss. I wanted to put this in a religious forum but it is not necessarily a conspiracy so this is the
forum I compromised on.
I was raised Catholic although I realize now as an adult I never was really a believer. I have struggled with religion and existence of God since as
long as I can remember. It is a subject I contemplate often and lately more so than normal. My grandmother whom I was very close with had been sick
the last couple years and towards what we knew was the end of her life I sat down with her and discussed her death and the afterlife. I told her that
I had been struggling a lot with all of these concepts and asked her for a favor.
I asked that when she dies to try and show me a sign that she was in heaven/hell/limbo/Space/etc. by showing me a green feather. She understood what
I was asking and she said she would try her best. She had a rough time on the way out and did a lot of hallucinating and lost most of her mental
faculties but I know she remembered my request up until her death because she would talk about it in her fever dreams and hallucinations.
I never had much hope that this would be successful, but I always keep my eyes open. Up to this time I still have not seen any green feathers, but I
now see every other color of feather all around me. There are literally feathers all over my yard. They line my sidewalk and sit on my porch, get
stuck on my shoes, I mean there really are a lot of feathers. They don't seem to be in my neighbors yard like they are mine, just in my yard. I walk
my son and dog all around my neighborhood and I don't see these feathers anywhere else but in my yard. Like I said at least once a week there will be
a single feather just sitting on the porch in front of my door.
Now I don't necessary think this is the sign that I asked for, I think I am just seeing feathers that were always there I just never noticed.
Obviously I never had a reason before now to pay attention to feathers laying around, so it is only natural for me to want to attach a meaning to the
ones I now pay attention to.
However! I can't help but wonder if this is the message I asked for, but the meaning of the message is that the answer isn't what I expected or
wanted. In other words what if she is saying there is is an afterlife, or an answer to my question (is there a God or a heaven?) but the answer isn't
what I expected? Hence the reason she is showing me all of the feathers except the green feather.
I hope I have made this clear enough, I just woke up and can't seem to find the right words to put my idea across. I don't expect anyone here to
tell me I am wrong or right, and I do expect a few people to tell me I am an idiot and seeing things I want to see. That is all OK, but I am just
curious if anyone has any insight into this theory of mine. This seems to have made all of my questions even more important, and now I am even more
confused than ever. I want to think it is all just in my head, but at the same time I feel like it is unfair to not at least consider the possibility.