reply to post by KhufuKeplerTriangle
I'm on my iPhone so please be aware my response may not be full in nature or edited well. Ill start with the adoption. I am German in blood. My birth
family is military. My grandfathers, uncles etc were all in the military. However, my birth father was a criminal. He went to prison each time for
armed robbery and assault.
My birth grandma went to prison for the murder and assisted rape of a college student at Baylor (Texas). She is currently in prison for refusing to
register as a sex offender/comply.
Other names in my family tree include other high end criminals, who were mostly killed in that field of work.
My birth mom definitely would have taken money for anything- meaning with Monarch stuff I easily could have been sold and then put up for adoption.
The name of the Monarch school is crazy. With those sessions, and hypnosis it's odd already. However, my brother went in fat and out of shape and
came out running races, and in top condition. Fitness is definitely an aspect of mental health, but all together the school is sketchy.
As far as paranormally gifted:
-I sleep walk, talk, and have subconscious connections on a daily basis. I cannot control this form of telepathy but I observe it happening- mostly
after the fact but it mostly occurs to my advantage.
-if I try to control something happening I can't do it. When I want something but say it won't happen, it does happen.
-in kindergarten I put all of my thoughts into wanting a second dinosaur toy that they gave out or free in class. When I got home I had two in my
backpack (including my original)
-my mom observed me talking to my deceased grandma (her spirit). I told my mom she was there in the room and I could see her.
-a babysitter (around for years) observed me talking to an old man by my tree. This kinda thing happened numerous times- not imaginary friend stuff
though- I don't recall any of this, or my grandma.
-recently a friend was reported dead (in 2011). Frequently I prayed that he would be okay. In 2012 a month or so ago I found out that my friend is
alive, with only a limited amount of people acknowledging his death (see my threads for more info on that one)
-I commonly experience appearing/disappearing objects- often when it relates to my future: for ex if I am going to use money to buy like drugs, or
cigarettes it disappears until I decide not to spend it on those substances.
-when I used to get high (and then it happened sober too, and continues) I've found a deep connection with space and the stars. It calms me, and I
can find myself staring at stars for hours upon hours unaware of my other surroundings.
-my willingness to engage with people produces results. I can stay silent and look the same in both circumstances: but if I don't wanna deal with
people I am not approached. If I want to engage with people, people come to me.
Also, my birth family is Texan, and poor.
Also, with tunnel vision my trigger is injustice and people insulting me. Furthermore,I don't remember any trauma from my childhood at all other than
night terrors- waking up screaming crying sweating and scared for my life.