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Originally posted by WhoKnows100
OP, you mention the Bible in your post and not once do you glorify our Lord and God nor do you ever direct worship to the True God. In fact, by including the above statements in your post, you proclaim yourself to be a false prophet. Our Father is a jealous God. Fear Him. You are eating from the table of demons and from the Lord's table. He tells you in no uncertain terms that His penalty is death. The title of your thread says it all..It's killing me" I implore you to repent of your sins and ask for forgiveness. His words are clear as ever on this matter. Do you not know that Satan sifts in this world, separating the wheat from the chaff? That he prowls around seeking to devour? What does that scripture state you should be doing instead? Putting on the FULL ARMOUR of God so that you may stand on the last day, but instead, you come on ATS and declare to the world your disobedience to Father. Do you not see your error? Do you not see that your error is teaching your own family that the Lord's provisions are not satisfactory and that eating from the table of demons is acceptable? Repent immediately by confessing your grievous sin and pray that He leads you back unto the narrow path.
Originally posted by defrost
What came into my mind (And it might sound a bit strange.): Use your light to build a shield. You may adapt it so it suits to you, but sometimes I find it helpfull to build "protective visualisations". Inner focus, barriers, a "safe place". In fact I have my own part for it (Check C.G. Jungs archetypes or the inner parts from systemic/family therapy.), kind of a female paladin, nerved by light with a bubble of pure light in each open hand. She's the (inner) representation of my "self-care" (assisted by a (dark) soul assassin if necessary) and rocks. (At least when I give her attention )
So if I can give you an advice: Be open for your (inner) self-care. Doesn't need to be an attractive paladine, you've got your own pictures and preferences. Might be god, Yoda from Star Wars, an abstract picture or subject, some advisor or counselor from reallife, anything else. Just have a look at "What inner part from me helps me that I can take good care of myself."
Without taking care of ourselves we cannot take care of others. Good luck.edit on 27-9-2012 by defrost because: (no reason given)edit on 27-9-2012 by defrost because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by OneEleven
Originally posted by LeSigh
I'm sorry you're dealing with this. These issues do often run in families. I have a book recommendation for you. I'm sure you'll find it fascinating. I admit, I had to put it down at one point because the author exactly described a situation that I experienced to a T. However, the advice it gives/implies is up to you whether or not to take. I found it helpful.
The book is called The Gurus, the Young Man, and Elder Paisios, by Dionysios Farasiotis. www.amazon.com...edit on 26-9-2012 by LeSigh because: (no reason given)
thanks for the helping hand ... I might check the book out...
Originally posted by redon
By doing what you do in the dreams you are helping those poeple.
THIS i hadn't thought about ... good call .... thanks again...
You are very gifted and your gift is developing rapidly becauuse you will be badly needed in the future. However, every psychic I know has had to learn how to discipline their gift so it doesn't take over their everyday life to the exclusion of all else. You are being used by Spirit and need to tell them when you want contact and when you don't. Perhaps you could set aside time when you meditate and receive messages, etc. God Bless and pray for that mentor as Darkblade suggested.
Originally posted by Darkblade71
Wow, my friend, welcome to the freaky yet fun,hard to handle but we do it anyways world of psychic abilities. It is amazing to me how people think it is all fun and games, however for those of us who do these things, it can be a very painful process and really scary at times.
I got lucky and spirit put me right where I needed to be in order to get help, perhaps you just need to ask "God" to put you where you can get the assistance you need. Trust that the creator will do so, and it will happen.
Originally posted by WhoKnows100
reply to post by OneEleven
If you understand that a false prophet can give dreams and prophecies that can come true, but yet the prophet doesn't direct worship to Our God,