Hey SF, sleep paralysis is more commen then u think!
I also had trouble with open doors,
I had visits from shadow beings when i was young, even got strangled by one.
Also had a weird alien paralysis. Aint gonna elaborate, but it was unpleasent. Wrote it in my thread, cant seem to find it though. (ill try have a
look after this).
Ive had quite a few, but they come on and off, last time i went for 8 months w/o any occurence.
Sometimes i dont dream for weeks. But then suddenly its like a lever turning it back on.
Then i just get alot of vivid dreams and paralysis'
I only write this because i hope it can help some people. its not neccecarely directed at you.
But i know alot of people have sleep paralysis and experience terrifying things. (i know i did).
I had a really nice encounter with a old man and a cat, "white-ghostly looking". At the age of 19 i think (24 now), and it totally changed it for
me. to long to describe it all, but again i think i described it in my thread.
I dont fear paralysis anymore, i dont allow myself to be scared anymore. Its quite a nice change actually.
I keep telling myself im stronger then this, i wont allow them to scare me, and im not gonna waste my attention on them. As a result i kinda consider
myself fearless today.
I dont want this to come off the wrong way, like im some arrogant mofo
But all we have to fear, is fear itself. (obviously), but there is more to it then that.
Stay truthful to yourself, u know what emotions matters and what others should be harnessed!.
If u encounter beings, tell them to piss off in your best cockney english!
Keep telling yourself "why should i fear them? theyre just weak leeches feeding off our and kids fears!!, i mean can u get lower in the foodchain?...
probably even products of our imagination! so actually were in complete control. And thats when it gets fun
This morning i had a SP, Some random
guy / being. Rested his arms on my arm (was laying on my side), and said "Hi Nikolaj!", now i couldnt really make out what it looked like, as its
rly hard to look 90 degress, in such a weird state!. But wasnt very big, probably the size of a 10-13 year old, and seemed friendly lol. I react kinda
weird to SP, due to my "self-training", so i tryed to poke my fingers in its eye so it would piss off. (i werent scared, i was like "wtf get the
hell off me").
I also had a SP maybe 1 month ago, were a being was sitting crouched on my sofa, and was stare-ing at me.
I was like "omg its that shadow entity again, this time im gonna GET IT and whoop its ass", so thats what i tried, i kept trying to leap up after
it, and then suddenly i with enough will i just leaped/floated up, and landed on the corner crouched, just were it had sit, but facing the opposite
I saw the shape of my dog on sitting on the floor, i moved towards it, and i got VERY dizzy couldnt focus on anything at all, it was dark and all i
could see was silhouette's of my dog, and three kids. And everywere i looked, there was the silhouette's of them. I werent scared rly, i was
confused, dazed and feeling a sence of achievment (for leaping out of my paralysed body). This wasnt a dream to begin with, im 110% positive, ive
experienced enough paralysis' to know that.
All i know is, were stronger then we give ourselves credit for, we can achieve amazing things with our mind.
Aslong as we keep belive'ing in ourselves, that our capabilites are limitless!. We are what we choose. Thats truth, thats life, Choices. For good or
worse, for fear, or harmony.
hoped it can help some of you out there taming your fears, both in nightmares, paralysis and your everyday life.
Mind over matter!