posted on Jul, 2 2012 @ 01:34 PM
From an early age ( around five) I felt very incomplete in nature. I felt as if my mom and I should be able to know how one another feels. We should
be able to communicate via thought. I should be able to speak to her irregardless of where she or I was. If I was outside, why could I not still FEEL
what she is feeling or know whats on her mind.
The separation I feel has gotten a lot better now that I am grown but back then it was very very hard on me. I always felt very alone.
My dream state has always been very telling. I understand what my dreams try to convey to ME..... My true self.... My soul. When I was young I had
this dream that was always the same in detail. Dreamnt the same dream over and over. I was grown with a lot of people celebrating on a back deck, far
off the ground. Gazing down at the back yard it was completely flat surrounded by very mature trees. People would come out of the woods into view and
people would cheer. We were all dressed very nice and had wine glasses.... Toasting when people would come from the woods. I have always thought it
was a reunion from past loved ones. A lot of the people looked as if they were of native descent. Really cool dream.
When I had my daughter ( 12 yrs ago) my son was two. He being a very cautious little boy learned how to be not so cautious with his little sister
around. She is brave and very strong willed. She taught herself how to ride a bike the first try and she put me through t total hell when she was a
toddler. Lol bad....bad.... Bad!
I had the same dream for years. The only thing that changed within this dream is as she got older I was not trying to save her blanky too. I would
fall asleep at, the wheel, run the car off into water and try to save my daughter and her blanket. As she got older and didnt have the blanket, I
would only be trying to save her. Only when she got easier to handle did I stop dreaming of the same dream.
When loved ones pass.... They come to me in my dreams. Sometimes when I am awake, i just have a knowing that one of them are around me. There are
signs that cannot be denied.
Ive carried over a memory from thought as well. When on the other side I remember being excited about coming here. It was a challenge that was offered
to me. I was so excited that the thought carried me here. I believe that..... And I also believe I am here to show others compassion and love.
Most people think Im whacked... Lol..... im always very VERY deep into thought and love subjects that take my mind on a roller coaster ride. The
challenge of the mind is interesting to me. People in general.... Their differences also interest me.
Earth is in my opinion a school where we come to learn how to balance our energies for the cosmos in a more different manner... With mass.
Who knows.... But its really fun to ponder. Thanks OP.