Thanks for the thread : )
I'm not sure... We can't be sure, reasonably. But I guess in such a case, that Reason has nothing to do here, when I try to explain myself these
feelings. But I've a really deep feeling, which makes vibrate my 'essence' (I hope it is the right term). I can't explain this feeling of 'homeless',
hum, in an other thread, we talked about that.
This bad feeling, in french 'mal-être', full of insatisfaction, and the will to something else, to re-find a Family (?), to go far away in the
Universe, touching the stars and dancing with the sky energies + the emotional ascensor with the constatation of our reality (it's one among others,
but it's damn too hard sometimes. And thank the Gods, I'm not unlucky.) I called that ' The stars mal-être', le mal-être des étoiles.
This feel alternates with a strange happiness just after. Weird. I feel it since... mh always I guess ( I realized it the day of my last birthday),
because even If I have experiented this the last months, I've recognized it for my birthday. I love my family and friends. But the feel of non-sense
and absurd is just too strong, and it made me sad, I didn't understand...
But now, I make connections. The Blonds, these strange people watching me often when I'm asleep, standing up just next to me ( in lucid dreams, and
sometimes semi-astral). These dreams of the Pleiades ( first, a lot of planet in my sky, in a form of a latin cross knocked down on the right, and
after, and I indicating to my father, the constellation. And just after, a guy saying Heeeeeello !!! in front of it... lol.)
So, I'm not sure, but I can say that the Pleiades and the Blonds are familiar in my minds : ) I like to call them 'Big Brother' when I think about
Ps : I always dedicate them a beer, when I'm partying under stars lol ! : )
Much love ~
+ OP : You said Deneb Star. If I remember well, it is the principal star of the Cygnus constellation, no ? The reason of your Avatar
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