i'm sorry if this is in the wrong spot; i wasn't sure if i should put it in "philosophy and metaphysics" or "health and wellness" because i
don't know for sure if it's something wrong with my eyes or if i'm picking up something "strange." aaaaaaanyway...
for the last few days i've been experiencing a strange thing - always at my boyfriend's apartment (as opposed to at work, in a car, at my parents'
house, at my apartment, at friends' houses or apartments, anywhere in public, etc.). ONLY experienced it at the bf's place - more specifically, in
his bedroom. see, he shares the apartment with 3 roommates, so his bedroom is "his spot," where most of his stuff is and where we sometimes hang
out. i only mention this because i feel like my experiences may have something to do with his bedroom, if not his apartment in general.
here's my situation - you know how when your eyes are shut, your eyes can still detect if something in front of them is moving by the shadow that
passes across your vision field? if you don't know exactly what i mean, try this: make sure you're in a well-lit room, close your eyes and face the
source of light in the room, and wave your hand across your vision field from one side to the other (not too fast). even with your eyes closed,
you'll still be able to detect this movement because you will see a sort of shadow cross your field of vision.
that being said, for the last few days whenever i'm at my boyfriend's apartment (especially in his bedroom), i've been frequently experiencing
these shadows crossing my field of vision with my eyes closed, but when i open up my eyes, literally NOTHING in the room is or was moving. boyfriend
wasn't moving, there was nothing obstructing my view of the lights in the room, NOTHING there that normally causes this phenomenon.
i attempted to do some research on this; the closest thing (but not really close at all) thing that i found was that some people experiencing retinal
detachment sometimes see bright flashes of light in a similar manner. but the thing is that it's not bright flashes, it's never bright flashes.
it's only ever been darkish shadows, like someone is waving their hand right in front of my face while my eyes are closed. but then, like i said,
when i open my eyes back up, there is nothing there to have caused these shadows. and every time it happens, i open my eyes back up really fast to see
what the hell was moving in front of my face (as anyone would). but nothing is ever there.
i don't want to speak too soon, but i'm inclined to rule out any optical pathologies - i've never had ANY problems with my eyes; in fact, my whole
family are blind as a bat and wear glasses, but i have 20/8 vision. YES, 20/8 vision (and i'm not adopted). i attribute it to eating lots and lots of
carrots. i'm only mentioning this so you know that my eyes are in good shape to rule out vision problems. i don't, and have never had problems with
hallucinations or mental health and i haven't abused psychotropic substances, so i don't think that i'm hallucinating. i asked the bf if he'd
experienced the same thing and he hasn't.
also, if it matters, there has been talk in the past of a ghost or demon or something "not alive" inhabiting the apartment. but i don't really
believe in or am afraid of ghosts or demons bothering me. in fact, i'm not sure if i even believe in ghosts. all i have is this weird
flashes-of-shadows thing to go off of, and i'm trying to get to the bottom of it. i'm not overtly afraid or anxious about it. it's just kind of
annoying to me and i want to attempt to get to the bottom of it. thank you in advance for any input.