posted on Aug, 5 2011 @ 06:38 AM
Ok so now I feel a bit puzzled.
I should conquer my Fear till October in Order to get picked up by a mothership from E.T?
Now let me tell you something.
I experience fear since I was very young. I was once left alone in a shopping centre and the lights went off. I had a horrible trip and was there for
endless time was afraid of pretty much anything..it was very very dark and I had Toys and stuff looking at me.
The lights then went back on and my mum came to me...however since then and as of till today I am afraid of darkness and I am 28 years of Age.
I had to sleep upright when I was younger so I could overlook what is happening in my room and had a special light on.
Besides I also Fear Spiders a lot.
I love People who deserve to be loved and I help where ever or whenever I can, I had to lie sometimes to people but only because the truth would have
had catastrophic results from it.
Now if you so say that this would be true and I am lost in other words.
And since April I live on my own and I close and lock my bedroom prior going to sleep as I dont want a dark man to approach me at night, mainly
because I am afraid of the Dark.
I so much wanted always to get in touch with Aliens, but they never listen, they never send me a message of some sort, or contacted me...they purely
ignore me, therefor they don't exist.
I was into Aliens when I was young for years till my Dad destroyed all my alien books and everything that goes with it.
I am keen to meet them, I pray for it at night sometimes to contact me..but they dont listen, they won't listen, hey the rather make contact with the
us government and play poker right and talk about all the stuff that is happening around the world right?
I need them more then they can think off.
My Dreams are bound to them. My hopes and my thinking are bound to them.
I mostly dream about stars,different planets and a massive big MOON so big you can see the surface from Earth up close, but there are rages and
storms..a lot of people die. Funny enough I get these dreams a lot.
I gave up on all this thoughts and thinking...but if you are so right about what you say OP then what do you want me do? Isn't is easier to end your
life before all this happening?
Seriously...the end did not end in 2000, or in the years followed..it did not end in march or april and now it should in october? I was once a
believer and I warned my friends about it. And now I just gave up on it.
I so wanted to prepare..but all this is now as of right now...to late.
Cheers anyway for your post. Kudos from me.