posted on Jun, 26 2011 @ 11:33 AM
Here's a letter (now re-done for insertion) that I wrote after consulting a Medium, during a period of heavy grief, following the loss of my
wife, Jeneen, on February 20, this year.
*It took me some time to decide to do this, (the intervention of a Medium) as I didn't want to mess anything up for her on "the other side":
I consulted a local medium, recommended by a co-worker while discussing a different topic, months before my wife passed away. I spoke with her over
the phone, yesterday. Her name is *** *****, (I didn't ask if it was her real name) and she is near Indianapolis, IN, not far from me. She has a
website, as well.
She was very good, as far as I could tell, and eased my mind tremendously. (I tried very hard not to be an easy read, without being hostile,
remembering that I paid for real information, and nothing else would help.)
According to my notes:
Around me was my father's mother and father. (my grandmother on that side had passed the month before I was born.)
My mother's mother was also there. She had lived with us for quite a few years, as I was growing up. The Medium also said Martha was there, which is
kind of scary, as Martha is still alive, but she said that didn't matter, (and my cousin Martha, if anyone; I believe, could have been there. She's
a pretty interesting person, so who knows...) but then again maybe it's someone on my wife's side.
She (the Medium) was also very sure and insisted that there was a "Bob" there. I could not think of a Bob. She was adamant, as was "Bob";
according to her.
Later when I talked to my mom about this, she said "Sure, my dad's (her dad) name was Bob. That's what everyone in the family called him."
I just didn't know that. To me; he was Grandpa, and his name was Carl Robert Swanson. I figured everyone called him Carl. He had passed within a year
of my father, when I was around four years old. I spent my days with him on the farm during that time, as my mom had to work.
Hearing all this pretty much put my mom into tears.
Anyway, back to the Medium: at that point she said that there were yellow roses for a birthday. It was my birthday on the 24th of May, and my wife's
is June 23rd. (the 'reading' took place on Memorial Day weekend, or the end of May, for those not in the US)
That's when she said: "Joyce, I'm getting the letter "J"." My wife's name was Jeneen.
I explained that I had an Aunt Joy, who has passed, but that my wife's name was Jeneen.
She said she saw cancer, which she had years ago, and we thought may have been coming back, due to her symptoms. I told the medium that yes, she had
it years ago, but that was not the official cause. Then she said no, and was pretty adamant, that there was illness, and I had to agree. Then she, the
medium, said her chest was starting to feel congested, and she excused herself for her hoarseness. Then she said; "oh, it was a breathing
Yes, official cause was double pneumonia.
She knew that we had only recently moved, that and other things she said that escape me right now, and that my wife was very concerned that I must
certainly be overwhelmed... which I am, of course.
Anyway, towards the end of the reading, she said I was being given red roses, for an anniversary. June 15th. She nailed it.
She said my wife has a very advanced, strong spirit, to be able to come through after such a short time. She said she will be even clearer after some
time. She said that she is fine, and with us all the time, and she likes that we talk to her... which I do all the time.
My mother said afterward that it's embarrassing how much she talks to her while no one's here.
She also comes through on my mother's side. She always said she considered my mother as her own.
Something I think was strange, is that she didn't mention seeing my dad around me. My dad is really the only one who has come through in my and my
son's dreams. I asked about him, and the Medium said that there was a "5" around him. She couldn't tell me what that means.
About the dreams:
He actually came and showed me where we were going to move, among other things, when I was about 5, and then did the same for my son at the same age.
Very clear and vividly detailed for both of us. (I've detailed them on here in various posts.) I was soon to be 5 years old when he passed.
What's with the "5"?
Well that's it. I wish I had taken more and clearer notes, but it was an extremely satisfying experience for me.
I feel now that not only is my wife protected and guided by the loving spirits that were my grandparents (and they were!) but also that she had and is
such a strong spirit that I no longer have to worry about her, where she is, or if I will ever be able to be with her again.