posted on Sep, 1 2011 @ 01:45 PM
reply to post by adeclerk
Oh just you wait, AdeClerk. I am convinced that these boneheads who were my 'Chemmie' bretheren will soon work rain into the conspiracy.
I am glad all three of you are here. I want to thank you for helping me return to the world of sanity. I don't have 'bad days' because of 'ChemTrails'
any longer and haven't in over a year. That is a big deal for me and you very three have all contributed.
As you may have guessed, I am a very emotional guy and since childhood have had a tendency to take the 'weight of the world' on to my shoulders. I
know that no one asked me to do that; some of us are just wired that way.
All I can offer everyone here is any perspective that I may have concerning how a person (myself) can go from 'King Chemmie' to ''back to the world of
the living'. It has been a long 15 year adventure and if you are interested I will lay myself bare on the alter of 'ChemTrails and Geo-Engineering'
and tell all. This would also be in the hopes (still) that others may hear my story and get some relief from the affliction that is 'ChemTrails'. I
sincerely mean that, because it was a very uncomfortable time for me and I would like to save others from the pain and suffering I and my friends and
family went through because I could not get my head straightened out on the matter; and in fact I realized that I did not want to...
...I got more, at the time, from remaining ignorant and scaring people. I had this twisted need to 'know' more than others and to feel like others
that did not see the phenomenon the same way I did were ignorant; thus making me feel 'right'. Everyone wants to feel right, that is actually the
brain's job, to make one feel right, even if one is wrong, that is what is at the basis of cognitive dissonance. It is neurological and can become
morbid if left untreated.
to have a bad 'ChemTrail' day and I wanted everyone else to have it with me.
Now that I am not spending my time with my life in suspension due to 'Fear of the Sky' I am actually going to school and getting the education that I
so needed to make sense of the world on its own terms.
Thanks again guys.
edit on 1-9-2011 by Frater210 because: italics